Promise To A Stardust (Published Under Flutter Fic)
Kabanata 25
Kabanata 25
"C-CAS! Sinasabi ko sa 'yo! Kapag nakita tayo ng anak mo rito!" I hissed.
He chuckled, a devilish grin plastered on his lips.
"He won't," bulong niya at inayos ang pagkakabuhat sa akin papunta sa walk in closet. I hugged his nape, a moan escaped my lips the moment I felt his lips in between my breasts.
"Cas..." It was supposed to be a protest but it sounded like a moan.
"Hmm?" He hummed. "I missed you so fucking much..."
"Baka marinig tayo ni Riu," sita ko.
"Nah." His green eyes glistened as he looked at me. "This is soundproof, babe and I wouldn't like to take you on the terrace."
"Why?" I asked.
"It's cold tonight, baka magkasakit ka."
He deposited me on a large, black sofa, spreading my legs and kneeling in front of me.
"As if we haven't made love under the stars." I rolled my eyes.
"The wind is too cold tonight and... Castor might be watching us so, nah, bata pa siya. Dito tayo sa loob, tapos ako lang makakakita sa 'yo." He smiled wickedly, pulled his shirt up from his nape, and threw it somewhere.
Halos manuyo ang lalamunan ko habang pinagmamasdan ang dibdib niya. I was fantasizing running my tongue on his chest earlier but now... Abot kamay ko na!
I saw his necklace with his gold ring around his neck, sa paghubad niya ng shirt niya ay nalaglag ito sa dibdib niya.
His green eyes were blazing with heat and lust but my eyes were locked in his necklace. Napansin niya 'yon kaya nahulog ang tingin niya niya do'n.
"Why are you always wearing this?" I couldn't help but ask.
May malungkot na ngiti ang gumuhit sa labi niya.
"So... I will always be with you. It still felt empty her." Tinuro niya ang dibdib. "But at least I have a part of you with me. That way, naiibsan kahit papaano."
It hurt. I reached for his cheek.
"Does it help?"
"Somehow..." Dinama niya ang palad ko sa pisngi niya. "It could never replace you and our children but it helped me from going insane."
"What if... girls tried hitting on you and saw your necklace?" P'wede na 'ko sigurong sabuyan ng gasolina sa pagtatanong ng ganito. "Of course, there are pretty girls–"
"Not as pretty as you," he breathed, his eyes locked on mine. "Paradahan mo man ako ng mga babae r'yan, kapag hindi ikaw? Sagasaan ko pang traysikel 'yan."
"Hoy!" Napahalakhak ako. "Baliw 'to. That's insane!"
"It's normal when you're insane with the woman you're in love with. Mahal kita, Reev. I'd rather get hit on my damn handsome face than hit on them. I won't cheat on my Reev."
I believed it wholeheartedly but I'm curious so I asked more.
"Weh?" Tumaas ang kilay ko at pinisil ang ilong niya. "Totoo? Ilang taon kaya tayong nag-break!"
"And so? Doesn't mean we're apart and on a break, I'll just fuck around. My heart is married to you," aniya. "And I won't cheat on my wife."
"Promise?" I asked. "But you have needs."
"So? I can live with it. Hindi naman ako mamatay na wala no'n. Isa pa, I have my hand..."
"H-hey!"
"I'm celibate, remember? That's why I'm full of fucking stamina during our first." Tumaas ang kilay niya. "Punong-puno ka nga no'n–"
Natutop ko ang bibig niya. Humalakhak siya.
"Why?" He pulled away. "Totoo naman? Remember it was dripping out of your–"
I screamed silently and smacked him repeatedly. Natatawang lumayo siya.
"Alright... alright," he calmed me down. "Hindi na. Pero promise ko, Reev. Ikaw lang."
"Promise to the stars?" I pouted.
"I promise to the stars and the whole universe..." he breathed. "Pati pa galaxy at Milky Way."
I grinned and cupped his cheek. Nag-ngitian kami. Paulit-ulit niyang hinagkan ang mukha ko at humugot ng hininga.
"Tang ina, mahal na mahal talaga kita," he whispered in my mouth.
"I love you, too,"
Mapungay ang mga mata niya, namumula hanggang tainga pa.
I smirked. "Yieee, namumula–" but my words vanished when his mouth met mine.
We kissed for I didn't know how long. Naglayo lang kami para kumuha lang ng hangin at naghahalikan na naman.
Ang mapaghanap niyang labi ay bumaba sa panga ko, sa leeg hanggang sa dumadausdos na 'yon sa gitna ng dibdib ko. I gasped when he parted my robe open and cupped my chest.
"Damn, I missed these babies," he muttered and kissed my breasts soundly. Natawa ako.
He grinned when he heard me laugh. "Best sound I've ever heard... next is your moans," aniya at pinarte ang hita ko.
Sumandal ako at nawalan na nang lakas maramdaman ang halik niya sa hita ko. His kisses were fervent, warm, and wet. He kept his eyes locked on mine as he nipped my skin.
Lumapit siya at 'di na natiis na hagkan akong muli. Tuluyan nang nahulog ang roba sa susunod niyang galaw. He stared at me with admiration, lust in his eyes. I swallowed the lump in my throat when he pulled the satin sleepwear up and kissed my stomach.
"C-Cas, babe,"
"Patience, babe," he muttered. "I promise this will blow your mind."
Hindi ko na alam kung saan kakapit. Kung sa sofa ba o sa buhok niya.
I gasped when I felt his teeth on the waistband of my underwear, pulling it off me.
"C-Cas..." Nanginig ang boses ko nang iangat ang balakang ang tulungan siya.
Mas dumilim ang tingin niya nang makita ako.
"Damn it, you're glistening wet, babe." He swallowed. "You're that wet for me, huh?"
I nodded. Wala pa siyang ginagawa pero 'di na ako mapirmi! I want him!
"Eat me..." I let out a desperate moan. "Babe, Cas, p-please?"
"With pleasure." He gripped my hips, tilting me up carefully. "Move closer. Put your legs on my shoulder. Ride me."
Walang pagdadalawang-isip na sumunod ako at 'di na napigilan ang lakas ng ungol nang maramdaman ang labi niya ro'n.
The pad of his tongue touched me bare. I even felt him parting my core to taste me better.
"Cas..."
He rubbed my clit, his hardened tongue and finger pleasuring me alternately, tila may inaabot pero aatras din kapag nasa rurok na ako.
"Caspian..."
"Patience," his warm breath tickled me and just as he inserted another digit and fucked me with his fingers, 'di na ako nakapag-isip ng tama.
I grabbed his hair and pushed it on my core. It riled him up more that his pace doubled, hardening his tongue to make me insane. I rubbed my cunt in his mouth, frantically driving him to fuck me more, chasing the high.
Wala siyang pakialam. Mas pinag-iigihan niya lang ang panghahalina, pinapalo ang hita ko pero kapag lalayo ako'y hihilahin papalapit.
Napasandal akong muli sa sofa nang 'di na kinaya. My eyes were tightly closed, biting my lip as I jolted from his touch and my upcoming release when I heard him.
"Look at me," he ordered. I stiffened. "I said, looking at me while I fuck you with my tongue."
Napamulat ako at pinanuod ang berde at antok na mga mata niyang sumisilip mula sa hita ko. He looked like a predator luring his prey and here I am, the willing victim.
Wicked lust played in those sinful eyes. I felt him rub my clit.
"C-Cas... fuck me... please?"
"Hmm, still talking dirty when horny?" he teased.
I frowned at him. "Stop teasing me and just fuck me. Now."
He teased me again. I frowned.
"If you don't stop teasing, 'di na kita bati."
"What?" He even teased with a small voice. "Tsk, no. Of course, ayokong 'di na ako bati ng babe ko. Tara nga."
I was still chuckling from his silly teasings when he fucked me hard with his tongue and fingers. He lapped my femininity, hitting the spot that it was too late for me to comprehend and I'm already convulsing.
"Damn," mura ko at hinahapong napasandal sa sofa while he's busy cleaning my juices, his warm mouth still on my hypersensitive core.
"C-Cas..." Nag-init ang pisngi ko. Umayos ako ng upo pero napasandal lang ulit nang ilapit niya sa mukha niya.
"Cas!" I exclaimed. "Y-you don't have to..."
"Done!" Biglang umayos siya ng luhod sa harapan ko at marahang ibinaba ang hita ko.
"H-hoy!" I blinked when he grinned, licked his lower lip, and lifted his fingers.
"Taste how sweet you tasted, babe," malamyos na sabi niya.
I gasped, slowly moved towards him, and sucked his fingers with my juices.
His eyes darkened and I was smirking when he couldn't take it anymore and pushed me back on the sofa, getting on top of me.
He pulled my remaining clothes off in the process, the ring pendant of his necklace cold against my chest.
He pushed his pajamas off, exposing his massive dick. Napalunok ako at inabot 'yon pero hinuli niya ang kamay ko at nakipagpalitan ng halik.
"Cas..."
"No..." He bit my lower lip. "I'll cum if you touch it."
"A-agad?"
"Uh-huh..." He kissed me again. "I want my cum inside you."
I swallowed. "O-okay..."
"You want it, too?" He smirked and guided his length on my entrance. I yelped and nodded.
"Yes..."
"You naughty, naughty girl," he muttered, pushing himself more then easing again.
"Caspian," mariing tawag ko na't iginalaw ang balakang.
"Alright..." Natawa siya at muli akong hinalikan, inaangat ang hita ko hanggang sa naisentro na niya.
Because I was already drenched, it wasn't hard for him to slip his dick inside. I cried when he filled me to the core, my eyes rolling at the back of my head.
"Does it hurt?" he asked.
I shook my head and French kissed him.
"No, please, fuck me. I want it rough."
He smiled in my mouth.
"My pleasure."
He rammed me. I swear I couldn't recognize my voice as I cried his name. Nakakalmot ko na siya, nakukurot at nasasabunutan.
The sofa's already creaking, the sound of slapping sex echoed in his whole closet. Parang ngayon lang kami muling nagkita at 'di na makatimpi!
Napansin ko nang ang ingay-ingay ko kaya pinigil ko ang sarili pero hinaplos niya ang labi ko, ang palad ay nasa dibdib ko.
"Scream, babe," udyok niya.
"B-but Riu..."
"He can't hear, it's soundproof, remember?" he informed me again and hell got loose. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled him close, accepting every slap, every thrust of his dick on me.
I came but he wasn't finished yet. He pulled me up, my back on the back of the sofa, and continued ramming inside and a moment later, I heard his loud curses and warm cum inside.
I thought that was the end but the brute wasn't finished yet! Nang bumagsak na kami sa sofa'y matapos lang ng ilang minuto ay hinahalikan na naman niya ako.
"Turn around," he muttered.
"H-huh?" Napakurap ako.
"Show me your ass, I want to fuck you from behind."
Of course, again, I'm a willing victim–hindi sa nalalamangan ako! Gustong-gusto ko rin, s'yempre!
I pretended not to care but I was pulling away and turning my back on him.
Cas slapped my ass.
"Don't pretend you don't like it and showed me your ass," asar niya at hinaplos ang likod ko. "Now, grab for support." He muttered as he slipped himself behind.
It happened a lot of times, tumigil lang kaming dalawa nang manakit ang balakang ko at pinalo ko siya dahil ayaw patalo.
"Isa pa, Reev..." Ungot niya.
"No!" I flicked his forehead. "My waist hurts!"
Panic sparked in his eyes. He eyed my waist and reached for it.
"Fuck! Sorry, am I rough?" He asked, concerned.
"A bit." Nangiti na ako. "But I am used to it."
"Talaga?" Kumislap ang mga mata niya. "I'm sorry, babe. I missed you that much. Obvious naman, 'di ba?" He glanced at my glistening sex filled with our mixed juices.
Sinapok ko na. Tumatawang humalik siya at yumakap sa 'kin.
He kissed my cheek loudly again and again.
"I love you, I love you, I love you," paulit-ulit at malambing niyang bulong. "I would never stop saying that to you."
"I love you too, kahit isip bata ka." I chuckled and kissed his cheek.
Nagpaalam muna siyang aalis at pupunta sa banyo. When he came back, he cleaned me up and made me wear fresh clothes again.
Then, we cuddled on the sofa. Nakahiga siya habang nasa dibdib niya ako, magkahawak ang kamay.
"I've never been this happy," bulong niya. "Sobrang saya ko, Reev. OA man pakinggan pero alam mo 'yong saya na parang sasabog ang puso mo?"
"Ako rin. I missed this, I missed us."
He smiled. He brushed my hair gently.
"You're beautiful, Reev,"
My cheeks flushed, nakagat ko ang labi ko at ngumiti sa kanya. Inabot ko ang panga niya at marahang hinaplos.
"You're beautiful years ago but you are too much to look at now, ang ganda-ganda mo." Natawa ako.
"Bolero! Totoo ba 'yan? I know you've seen a lot of pretty girls, sa kompanya mo, sa ibang bansa so there is no way I am the most beautiful one."
"You are," giit niya, ayaw magpatalo kaya hinayaan ko na. "No one could every surpass your beauty, kahit ilang taon na ang nagdaan ikaw pa rin ang hahanapin kong mukha."
"How are you, Cas?" I asked. "The years we're gone? How did you cope?"
Hindi siya kaagad sumagot. I waited until he let out a sigh and kissed my head.
"It's hell," he muttered. "You know when you're breathing but it doesn't feel like you're living?"
I nodded.
"Days went by but my head's still at the restaurant, where I ruined us and broke your heart. Where I... lost you and our children. I'm stuck, Reev."
I could feel the heaviness weighing in his voice.
"It was Cheska," he opened up. Hindi na ako nagulat roon, tumango lang sa kanya at hinayaan siyang magsalita. "I went to abroad, right? Then at first, he was just telling me about you and Claude, she said you two are seeing each other while I'm gone."
Kumunot ang noo ko at inangat ang tingin sa kanya.
"I'm not. We met at the bridal party. That's all. I'm not seeing anyone behind your back."
"I know. That's what she told me. Hindi ako naniwala." Umiling siya.
"I admit, yes, we had a past. Naikwento ko naman sa 'yo ang ex ko, 'di ba? He said he wanted me back. I declined him. I have you and I'm in love with you, why would I entertain him? I even showed him my ring and told him we're getting married." I sighed. "We barhopped and then while I was drinking, I suddenly felt dizzy. The last thing I knew was I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I'm in a hotel room beside him."
That memory still made me furious and he does too. His gaze was angry and regretful at the same time, his grip on my hand tightening.
"Cheska. She showed me the video of the both of you... kissing on the bed," nahirapan siyang sabihin ang huli.
I was alarmed. Naupo ako sa gulat.
I shook my head. "I don't remember kissing him!"
"I know... I know." Naupo siya at ginagap ang kamay ko. "I know you won't do that..."
Napapikit ako ng mariin, mabilis ang paghinga.
"In the video, you were moaning... or grunting, I-I don't know..." Umiling siya. "I didn't finish the video because I was furious."
Napatitig ako sa kanya, 'di makapaniwala. "I didn't, Cas. I know I didn't."
"I know..." alo niya at hinaplos ang pisngi ko. "But that time, I was furious. I believed her, I t-thought you were cheating. I was angry. I b-blacked out and... I was not in the right mind."
I understood everything better. Mapungay ang mga mata ni Cas na nakatitig, ang mga luha'y kumawala.
"I know it's wrong but I'm a jealous man, Reev. I'm proud and egotistic. Galit na galit ako, na naloko akong ulit, lalo na at ikaw 'yon... mahal na mahal kita kaya galit na galit ako. Hindi nakapag-isip. If only I opened my mind and listened, I could've protected you and our children better... this is all my fault."
I pulled him close for an embrace.
"Cas..."
"S-sorry, Reev." Nanginginig niyang niyakap ako pabalik. "I know it's pathetic to say I forgive myself when I know I'm at fault."
"Hindi mo kasalanan," alo ko. "It was Cheska's fault. It was their fault, Cas. Not ours."
"P-pero ang hirap tanggapin..." iyak niya. "I-isang pagkakamali pero tatlo kayong nasakripisyo ko. Ako ang may kasalanan pero kayo ang nagdusa. D-dapat ako, Reev. Dapat ako na lang..."
"Who said you didn't suffer?" I cupped his face. "You suffered too, in a different way. We all suffered and maybe, yes, we're at fault somehow but who set this up anyway? Cheska, Claude, and her whole family. Sila ang puno't-dulo..."
Pinunasan ko ang luha niya. Matagal ko na 'tong iniisip pero ngayon ko lang sasabihan.
"H-how about we... what do you think about seeing a therapist?" I suggested.
He stiffened. Nabakas ko ang agam-agam niya.
"If 'di mo kaya na mag-isa, tayong dalawa," I continued. "I know programs, couple therapies, or grief counselors. Maybe, that way, we can let this all out and heal?"
"Paano kung..." He breathed shakily. "Paano kung... Reev, paano kapag sinabi ng doktor na baliw lang ako? Tapos w-wala pala kayo dito?"
I sighed and kissed him, bringing his palm to my chest to let him feel my racing heart.
"Dito ako, Cas, totoo 'to." I looked at him in the eye. "Me, Riu and our star, Castor are here. Hindi lang 'to illusyon, Cas. Nandito ako."
I cuddled him. He's a massive man but really, if he's with me, he wasn't afraid to show his fragile side. He shared with me his fears and the nightmares he experienced. I listened.
"Anyway, may tanong pa ako." I caressed his cheek and asked him again. "I remembered something, I heard that you were jailed. Is that true?"
He tensed again but nodded afterward.
"H'wag ka sanang magalit," he whispered and looked up at me from my chest.
"What is it, Cas?"
"When I found out the truth, the next days, sinugod ko si Claude. I went to his family's company and beat him up until his bones broke," he confessed.
My lips parted.
"You did what?!"
"I was fucking mad." Umahon siya ng upo. "He touched you! He harassed you! I beat him mindlessly in front of his damned family until he's unconscious, and sent to the hospital. He needed stitches for it, anyway."
"Wow!" Napapalakpak ako.
Umawang ang labi niya.
"Wow? Bakit... maganda ba 'yong ginawa ko?" He asked.
"You did a great job!" I chuckled. "Buti nga sa kanya, gago siya."
"Oh." He pouted. "I thought you'd get mad."
"Why would I get mad? The bastard deserved it," I scoffed pero nanliit ang mata ko. "And you were jailed?"
"Yeah, that's assault," he shrugged.
"Ilang araw? Do you have any lawyers with you?"
"Yup but I, uhm, I stayed there for six months,"
My jaw dropped.
"That's long! Hindi ba magaling 'yong abogado mo–"
"I was released after two days, Reev. Pagkalabas na pagkalabas ko sinugod ko sa ospital, umisa pa ako."
"What the hell?"
"And I didn't stop right there. After I was thrown back in jail, I did it again and again." I muttered. "I think it was on and off for six months."
"Baliw ka ba?"
"He deserved it," he said. "And I do, too."
"Why?"
"Because I..." He sighed. "I hurt you, I deserved to be in jail."
Nanlaki ang mata ko at binatukan siya.
"Bida-bida ka?!" I smacked his arm. "Why the fuck would you do that?!"
"My investigator said you've moved out from your house. So, it's my fault why you left and... and I need to suffer for my actions."
Nasapo ko ang noo ko at pinitik ang noo niya.
"Wala ka na talagang magawa sa buhay mo, ano?" I hissed. "You could've look for me!
"Tinatago ka ng daddy mo." Napakamot siya sa batok. "'Di kita mahanap talaga, Reev. Naisip ko galit na galit ka. Pati na rin ang daddy mo tapos... 'yon, kasalanan ko. Nagpakulong na lang ako."
"Hay naku, Alcantara! Nai-stress ako sa 'yo!" Nasapo ko ang ulo ko.
Suwerte lang namin dahil tulog na tulog pa rin ang anak ko nang makabalik kami sa kama. I can't believe we spent two and a half hour making out and love inside his walk in closet!
Kaya no'ng umaga, alas otso na ako nagising at apat na oras lang ang tulog. No'ng nagising ay wala na ang mag-ama ko.
When I looked at my bedside, there was warm milk waiting for me. I smiled as I reached for it, sipping.
Bitbit ko pa ang gatas paglabas ko, papunta na sana sa rooftop nang makarinig ng tahol. I grinned when I saw my baby!
"Cas, baby!" I exclaimed happily. Caspian barked, kaagad akong lumuhod nang dambahin ako nito at tumahol.
"How are you?" I caressed his fur and kissed his face. "Finally! Si Dad Cas nagsundo sa 'yo kina Daddy?"
He barked excitedly. I embraced him.
"Aww," I murmured when he put his face on my shoulder, his tail wagging excitedly.
Sabay kaming naglakad ni Caspian the dog patungo sa maingay na garden sa rooftop katabi ng pool. Sumimsim ako ng gatas.
My dog ran upstairs, sumunod ako at habang mas papalapit ay luminaw ang masaya at maindak na tunog.
"Okay, next!" I heard Caspian's voice. "To the right, to the right!"
Sumilip ako at halos mabuga ang gatas na iniinom nang makita si Amy na suot ang kanyang jogging pants at shirt, sumasayaw roon.
Beside her was Riu wearing his black short and gray sando, may malaking radyo sa tabi nila at sumasayaw-sayaw pa. Halos lumuwa ang mata ko nang makita si Caspian.
He was wearing a black sweatpants and white rubber shoes, kulay gray rin ang suot na damit at parang nahilo ata ako nang makita ang kulay itim na wristband sa kamay niya at kulay neon green na bandana niya sa noo para makompleto ang outfit niya.
"Okay, ganyan! Ang galing mo, anak!" He cheered and moved again.
"Okay, igiling n'yo, igiling n'yo." Humawak siya sa baywang ang gumiling ng todo bigay!
Natigil siya't bumaling kay Amy.
"Amy, ikendeng mo pa ng kaunti."
"Ang hirap nito, Sir!" Reklamo nito.
"Kaya n'yo 'yan! Ganyan dapat kapag umaga," aniya.
Sirius' still dancing, tumawa naman si Caspian at tuwang-tuwang pumalakpak.
"That's my son! Galing!" Nag-apir sa at sumayaw na naman ang mag-ama.
"Ganyan, step forward, shake shake!" The brute moved his hips like he's playing hula hoop at nagpakitang-gilas rin ang anak sa kanya kaya nagtawanan sila.
"Turuan natin si Mimi pagkagising, Papa!" Sirius exclaimed.
"Naturuan ko na si Mimi mag shake-shake kagabi," the asshole answered.
Hinilot ko ang sentido ko sa nakikita.
"Damn, Caspian, ano na naman ba 'to? Zumba instructor ka na?" I whispered in the air.
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