Eight
I crouched down as I heard the news. My legs couldn't carry me. My knees were shaking, my hands also.
I couldn't believe it. It was impossible. Memories of us were flashing before my eyes, only good ones.
"Jinyoung. T-this is not true. Y-you must of misunderstood." I told Jinyoung as I looked up at him. I was in the verge of tears. I tried to deny it. A part of me knew that the news was true but another part of me wanted to deny as if you'll come back if I did so.
"Jaebum..." He crouched down in front of me putting his hand on my shoulder. "You have to see this." He told me as he pulled his phone out of his pocket.
He gave me the phone and I took it as my hands were still shaking. I pressed play. That was you.
'Hi Jaebum....' it was you.
'I wanted to say I'm sorry. By the time you watch this I'll be in the next life.
I know that you're shocked right now so I'm sorry....
You've taught me a lot about life and the meaning of living so thank you. You taught me love and a lot of other things so thank you.
You told me that you don't love me anymore when you broke up with me. I knew it wasn't true but I didn't know the real reason why.
Last spring for certain circumstances we didn't go together to see the cherry blossoms.
I went to the tree where I carved our names on, it has started to fade.
I waited for an hour or so but you didn't come.' I did go but maybe not on the same time.
'I know that when you wake up, when you sleep, when you look around and when you close your eyes you see me.' I lost it. I started sobbing. I didn't even try to hold it in. I continued watching the video crying.
'I'm sorry that I'm putting you in so much pain now. I don't want you to forget our memories together but I want you to smile when you remember them instead of crying.
You used to always tell me that 'these bad days will pass and good days will come' I believed those words. You were right. All of these bad days will pass Jaebum and good days will come.
I want you to be happy and move on. We'll meet again but not any time soon. You still have a long life ahead of you so don't waste your time crying over me.' She laughed and I laughed too while wiping my tears.
'Don't skip your meals. Don't cry until you get numb. Don't hurt yourself.
I love you Jaebum and always did. You were my first love... and last love. Take care of your self.' She smiled while waving her hand.
That's it. That was how she left. She left this world and left me behind.
I sat on the ground and continued crying. "Jaebum. You'll hurt her if you keep crying." Jinyoung told me but I ignored him.
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