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Mica's POV

It was a guy, I don't know who he is but the girl.. it was Nueves.

"What the fuck? This is fucking edited." matigas na wika ko agad. Tumayo ako at dire-diretsong lumabas ng restaurant. Lili followed me to the parking lot.

Shit. Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. The video, it looks so real. Pero hindi ako naniniwala, Nueves can't do that. She won't do that.

"This is not edited, Mica. Do you think i-uupload ito sa pornsite kung edited lang?" She's still trying to show me the video and it's still fucking playing. "Tingnan mo, maraming comments. They enjoyed the video of your girlfriend!"

Nagtatangis na ang bagang ko. Lili is my childhood friend but she's testing my patience. What's her point on showing me this video? And how did she even know Nueves is my girlfriend? This bitch is up to something and I won't let her succeed.

"Saan mo nakuha itong video?" malamig na tanong ko. Pinilit kong tingnan. It was uploaded just a week ago.

"M-may nakapagsabi lang sa akin. Yung kaibigan kong nakita si Nueves noong umuwi kayo sa probinsya." Sagot n'ya. See? Nauutal pa. I can't read her mind but her body language say it all.

"I need this phone." sabi ko. Hindi na ako naghintay ng sasabihin n'ya. Sumakay ako sa kotse ko at nagdrive papunta sa bahay nila Nueves.

My heartbeat is still racing. Please, Nueves. Your explanation is all I needed. If it really happened and it was her past, surely, masakit, pero nangyari na 'yon at wala na akong magagawa. I mean, that's better kaysa ginawa n'ya habang kami? 'Yon ang hindi ko matatanggap.

After minutes of driving ay nakarating din ako sa kanila. Lumabas ako ng kotse at naglakad. Kumatok ako sa pinto ng bahay nila.

Three knocks and I heard footsteps. Nueves opened the door for me. Her bright smile flashed.

"Hmm? Tapos na usapan n'yo ni Lili?" tumango ako. She saw the phone I'm holding. "Nagpalit ka ng phone?" umiling ako.

"Can I come in?" mahinahong tanong ko.

"Sure!" masiglang sagot n'ya. Mukhang hindi pa nakakauwi si Persia galing school.

"Nueves," tawag ko sa kanya. Huminga ako ng malalim. This is the only way to confirm is this is real or not. "I'll show you something and you need to tell me if it is real or not. Can you do that?"

Confusion was drawn on her face. She tilted her head and looked at me like she's reading my mind.

"Okay," kibit balikat na sagot n'ya.

My hands are shaking while I extend her the phone. Good thing it has no password.

"Please, just be honest." pakiusap ko pa. Napatingin agad s'ya sa video nang magsimula itong magplay.

Kinuha n'ya ang cellphone sa kamay ko to watch it clearly. I waited for the video to play on that part where she can see herself, or not.

I licked my lips. Biting it. Fucking fuck. I'm nervous as fuck. Please, just say it's not real.

As soon as she saw the video, nag-angat s'ya agad ng tingin sa'kin. Nanginginig ang mga labi n'ya. Mabilis na namuo ang luha sa mata n'ya.

I held her hand immediately. Pinisil ko 'yon. Nabitawan na niya ang cellphone pero hindi ko na 'yon pinansin.

Please, baby, say something.

"Edited lang 'yon, 'di ba?" kinakabahang tanong ko. "Or, that happened like l-long time ago, right?" Please answer me. I don't fucking care if it's real or not. As long as you didn't do it while we're dating.

She didn't talk. She didn't even blink. She's just looking at me. Ang kaninang masiglang mukha n'ya ay napalitan ng blangkong ekspresyon.

"Nueves, sagutin mo naman.." puno ng pagsusumamo ang boses ko. I'm almost pleading right now. Kaunti nalang ay luluhod na ako sagutin n'ya lang ako.

"I.. Mica.." magkasunod ang buntong hininga n'ya. Each seconds that passes by, my heartbeat is increasing its speed. I just waited for her to say it, with hopeful eyes, I listened carefully. "Totoo 'yon.. it's not edited.." her voice was low. Almost a whisper.

"B-but that happened long time ago right?" I asked, still hoping for a good news. Tumango s'ya saka yumuko. "It's okay, love.. hey, it's okay.. hmm? It doesn't really matter now. I'm sorry I brought it up.. I just wanted to make sure." Agad ko s'yang kinulong sa bisig ko para sa mahigpit na yakap.

"Mica.." humihikbing tawag n'ya sa pangalan ko.

"I'll try to do what I can do, okay? Ipapatanggal natin 'yang video sa site na 'yan.. I'll handle it, love. I'll hand it.." masuyong wika ko para pakalmahin s'ya.

"M-Mica, hindi ako yung nasa video.." humihikbi paring wika niya. Doon naman ay napatigil ako.

"But you said it's not edited?" nagugulumihanan ako. Naghiwalay muna kami sa yakap so I can look at her face. She still look scared.. scared of what?

"Si mama.." bulong n'ya na lalo lang nagpakunot sa noo ko. "Si mama yung nasa video.." pahina nang pahinang wika n'ya.

Oh. Damn. Shit. Bakit hindi ko naisip 'yon? I only saw a glance of her mom at halatang hawig nga sila pero hindi na 'yon sumagi sa isip ko kanina.

"It's fine, love.. It's okay.. 'wag ka ng umiyak." Niyakap ko siyang muli. I understand now. Her mom had a past. But her actions are still not valid.

"I-I can't do that.. hindi kita kayang lokohin.." sobs are in between her words. Mukhang ngayon lang bumuhos nang sobra ang emosyon n'ya. I think she's suppressing it earlier.

"I know, Nueves.. kaya hindi agad ako naniwala kay Lili. Ikaw agad ang pinuntahan ko. You can't do that I know." I proudly stated.

Shit. I'm so thankful I have so much trust with Nueves.

"B-but Mica, huwag sanang sasama ang tingin mo kay mama. G-ginawa n'ya lang 'yon kasi kailangan na kailangan n'ya t-tapos—" I made her shut up using a kiss.

I pulled her closer to me and kisses her tenderly. At first she was shocked but seconds later she's responding to my kisses.

Matapos ng halik na pinagsaluhan namin ay hinawakan ko ang pisngi n'ya. Caressing her soft cheek while looking in her eyes, I smiled sweetly.

"No need to explain, love. Ayokong halungkatin mo pa yung past ng mama mo para lang sa'kin. I know it must've been tough for your and your family. And about Lili, don't worry, I'll handle it. Okay?" I smiled again to her.

Hindi naman s'ya sumagot pero hinila n'ya ang collar ng damit ko and gave me a kiss. I encircled my hands on her waist and pull her really close to my body.

Fuck. I really though it's our end. I can't lose this woman. I love her so much. Hinding hindi ako maniniwala sa paninira ng iba laban sa kanya. I will only believe her, no one else, just her.

"Hmm Mica.." her soft moan came out after I bit her lip. Slowly, I pushed her to lean on the door. Nilapat ko pa ang katawan ko sa kanya. I want to feel her body against mine. Fuck, I'm craving for more.

I held both of her wrist using one hand and pinned it above her head. Habang ang isang kamay ko ang naglalakbay sa bewang n'ya. Caressing, massaging it.

Nang dumako ang halik ko sa leeg n'ya ay agad n'ya akong binigyan ng espasyo. Sucking her skin, biting and licking it like a candy.

"Fuck Nueves, you're fucking sexy." paos na bulong ko habang sinusubsob ang sarili sa dibdib n'ya. Her cleavage is exposed and I'm dying over it. "Fucking fuck. I'll take you here, now, baby." tumingala ako sa kanya para himingi ng permiso and she willingly nod her head.

Binitawan ko ang kamay n'ya. Lumuhod ako para tanggalin ang pang-ibabang suot n'ya nang makarinig kami ng sunod-sunod na katok sa pintong kinasasandalan ni Nueves.

"Ate! Andito na po ako! Ateee!"

Putangina naman.

Nandito kami ngayon sa living room. Nueves and I are exchanging glances. And everytime our eyes will met, pinamumulahan ng mukha si Nueves. Ako kaya pinamumulahan? Sa inis siguro.

"Ate, turuan n'yo na po ako dito sa homework ko." Nakalatag sa mesa ang mga notebook ni Persia.

Hinarap ko ito. "Persia," kuha ko sa atensyon n'ya. Agad naman s'yang humarap sa'kin. "Pano kung si ate Mica nalang ang gagawa ng assignments mo, makipaglaro ka muna sa kaibigan mo. And when you get back here, tapos na lahat ng assignments mo. Sounds fun, 'di ba?" pakikipag-usap ko sa bata.

Narinig ko ang pagtikhim ni Nueves. I don't care if she can hear me, na ganito kasabik? I just really want her right now.

"Ate Mica, mas maganda po kung tuturuan mo lang ako. Para sa next time po na may ganitong assignment, alam ko na po gagawin ko. Tsaka, pandaraya po 'yon, 'di ba, kapag pinagawa ko sa iba yung assignments ko?" Malumanay na paliwanag sa'kin ni Persia.

Napalunok naman ako at umayos ng upo. Sumulyap ako kay Nueves and she's smiling. Parang nagpipigil pa ito ng tawa.

"Mica kasi, turuan mo nalang." panggagatong pa niya. Gusto ko na siyang ikutan ng mata pero pinigilan ko ang sarili. Can't believe I'm being childish over this but heck, nakakabitin kasi.

I breathed in.

"Okay. Tuturuan na kita. After this anong gagawin mo?" Tanong ko habang binabasa ang assignment n'ya. Ang dami pa naman. Yung iba kailangan pang maggupit ng litrato ng kung ano-ano. Hindi ba ito pwedeng copy and paste nalang, tsaka iprint?

"Wala na po. Dito lang po ako sa bahay." Inosenteng sagot nito. Sabay kaming napatingin kay Nueves nang tumawa ito. She can't stop herself from laughing. Tsk. "Bakit, ate?"

"Wala, wala," umiling-iling ito. "May gagawin lang ako. Galingan n'yo sa paggawa ng assignments." She said and bit her lip to stop suppress her laugh.

Fuck it. Nueves na sana, naging assignments pa.