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It had been two days when he asked me and with crimson red face I agreed. He was so happy that he planned it for yesterday evening. Somewhere I was also excited cause I thought I should also took steps like him for this relationship and made us worked like a happy couple. We are happy now but when I took steps he feel elated. But my false alarm ruined everything. He was disappointed but he didn't shown on his face. And I was frustrated with myself that I made him sad. This is the least thing these days for me but I did the same. He is doing everything from making me smile to making me comfortable to accept him and his touch but my false alarm had to ruined and it was successful. Note my sarcasm here.
And the same thing is happening to me today too but I felt more of that. I felt more weakness and dizziness. Even I felt my tongue bitter. Like I don't have taste bud. Bile rose inside my mouth and I felt like puke. This is not the false alarm. This is actually going to happen. I rushed to bathroom and spit. I did my business and start looking pills in the cabinets. But they are not here. I raked my hands in hairs and rubbed the temple to remembered them. Clicked. I start hyperventilate. This is not I wanted how could I forget them.
Cause u were not taking them from so long.
I put aside my thought and start pacing. What should I do now? I really need them. Again the bile rose and risen my mouth. There is knock on the door.
Randhir: Sanyukta.. U in there ?
His calmed voice stopped me and I looked at the door. I tried to control my fast raging breathe. Again there is knock and I realized I didn't answered.
I: Yes.. I m coming.
I saw my reflection and I was pale. There is no color on my face only tired and weakness were shown. I washed my face and stepped outside while praying inside my head. He was sitting on the edge of the bed with frown lines. I looked at him with tired smile. He walked up to me and stood in front of me.
Randhir: Is everything alright ?
He looked worried but I nodded with assured eyes but he didn't looked satisfied.
Randhir: U looked pale and weak too.
I felt like my eyes drooping in drowsiness. His hand held mine and his eyes turned into surprised eyes.
Randhir: Ur hand is freezing...
With panicking state he start checking my face and temple.
Randhir: U are cold. I think we should go the doctor.
He pulled me but I stopped him on his spot.
I: I m fine. It's no need. We should get going else we will be late.
I spoke with tired voice. Whether I don't have the strength to go but I don't want he looked at me like this. When I m in so much of pain cause of my cramps and back pain.
Randhir: Look at urself. U looked tired and weak and u r thinking about that we will be late.
He freaked out and his voice raised at the end. I never heard his raised voice. He was all clam and patient person. But he is freaking out all cause of me. I heard his signs and stood in front of me.
Randhir: I m not listening to u. We are going to the doctor.
He stress his each word with ordering tone. Again I felt my tongue bitter taste. I blinked my eyes cause of the dizziness. My back hurts in pain. Did this also have to come now? I cleared my throat.
I: I m fine. Trust me. We should get going.
I knew he will not accepted it so I start dragging him to diner. We reached and seated on our respected chairs. But he still looked at me worried tense face. Mary brought our breakfast with smile. I looked at my plate and swallowed . I know eating is vain as soon I m going to throw that too.
*
We didn't take much time to finish our breakfast and he collected his suit and we walked to the elevator. I felt uneasiness again inside my body and my cramps got louder. I felt like gag and I felt apple juice taste with chili in my throat. I faked cough and we reached. He pushed the button and we waited. He looked at me with concerned face.
Randhir: We should...
I: I m fine...I just take rest then see me in evening.
He smiled to me and leaned. I know what coming next. He leaned more and I closed my eyes. A sudden urge of throw up came and quickly rushed to bathroom. I start throwing up my whole breakfast. I really need my pill. Why I forget them.
I felt like someone grab my hair. I knew who it is. I throw up till my stomach's empty and nothing is coming up. My eyes got watery and I felt really embarrassing at this moment. I showed my hand to him that I m okay now. I risen my mouth and washed my face. I looked at the mirror he was still standing with crossed arms and with hard glare and pensive face.
Get ready Sanyu. Today ur in trouble.
I turned with lowered head.
Randhir: Don't U dare to lowered ur head. Look at me and we are going to doctor now.
He said dominating and so dangerously voiced. He walked outside and I trailed him. Mary looked at me and I passed her tired smile. He ascend upstairs quickly and disappeared behind the walls. I quickly ran to our room. He was on his phone and raking his fingers in his hair.
Randhir: Dr. Woods. Randhir Singh Shekhawat here.
My eyes widen. He called the doctor. I instantly ran to him and grabbed the phone from his grasp and disconnected.
Randhir: What the hell was that ?
He yelled aggressively and I flinched back.
Randhir: Why u do that?
He shouted on me. I gulped.
I: I m sorry but I told u there is no need of doctor.
He scoffs.
Randhir: Yeah. I can see that.. U vomit all ur breakfast. U looked weak and tired. There is no color on ur face and U said no need of doctor.
He said all with sarcastic tone and at the end he raised his voice. I sniffles.
I: Cause I know what happened to me.
I said inaudible tone. I think he didn't heard that.
Randhir: And what's that ?
He made me wrong and asked me with arched eyebrow. I gulped how I tell him about this. I turned around and showed my back. I can't say while looking into his eyes.
I: It's my menstrual cycle.
His hand on my shoulder and made me looked at him. He held my both shoulders.
Randhir: What it is ? I didn't heard that.
I down my head and looked at the feet.
I: It's.. Its..
Randhir: It's ?
I: It's my menstrual cycle.
His hands dropped from my shoulders. I felt ache in my back. I went to the bed and seated. I watched his action. He rubbed his face with his hands. He walked up to me and sit on his knees.
Randhir: R u having cramps?
I nodded. He closed his eyes.
Randhir: U lie down. I just come.
I again nodded and he got up on his feet and walked outside. I lied on my side with closed eyes. My stomach hurts and I stretch to get rid of some pain. Few minutes later, I heard his voice.
Randhir: Sanyukta. Wake up.
I lazily opened my eyes. He was sitting beside me. I sit up and he handed me a glass.
Randhir: Drink this..
I looked at him with confusion.
Randhir: Its warm water. It will help u in cramps.
I took it and drink in whole. He took back and helped me in lying. I closed my eyes. Suddenly, I really felt like sleeping. Warm water really helped. I was going to sleep but I felt like his side of bed dipped. I turned on my back and he was lying beside me in his cream shirt and black pants.
I: What r u doing ?
Randhir: Helping u in sleep. U r cold.
He came to my side and wrapped me in his arms. My eyes widen and I pushed him. He looked at me with frowned expression and then it's disappeared.
Randhir: This is not the first time we are sleeping like this. So just sleep for now.
He again came closer to me and put his chin on my head. He start rubbing my back and my arm. His body heat forget me everything. The warmth between us pleasuring me and my eyes start drooping and I went into the slumber.
*
I yawned and stretch myself under the sheets. I felt relaxed and there is no pain in my stomach or back.
Randhir: U awake ?
I heard him and widely opened my eyes. He was in his casual clothes with laptop sitting beside me. I smiled to him and sit up. He pushed some pillows behind my back.
I: Thanks.
Randhir: Hmmm... How r u feeling ?
I: Relaxed and comfortable.
Randhir: Cramps ?
I: No...
He shoulders slumped in relief.
Randhir: Will u tell me what it happened ?
Go Sanyu. He is ur husband. He have right to know.
I took a sharp intake of oxygen and nodded.
I: It's my irregular cycle.
I played my fingers and continues.
I: Once in three or four months I faced this thing. I had pills which helped me. But few months back I stop taking them cause I didn't face this thing in the past months.
Randhir: How long u stop taking them ?
I: Seven or eight months.
Randhir: Do you have now ?
I: No... I forget them cause I stopped taking so it goes out of my mind.
Randhir: Fine. But tomorrow we are going to see the doctor.
I jerked my head and looked at him shocked.
I: I told..
He put his finger on my lips. A small vibration arrived. Blood rushed to my veins.
Randhir: I m not asking u or telling u. We are going. U really need to see a doctor now as u forget ur pills.
My eyes locked with his and with lost kid I found myself agreed on his terms. He pulled back his finger.
Randhir: and I m sorry.
I comes out of my lost state and looked at him confusion.
Randhir: I shouldn't shouted or yelled on u. But I was freaked out when I saw u like that. U were not agreeing with me. So i just loose control. I m sorry.
He sounds so genuine with his words. But it is not his fault. I made him mad. Anybody went crazy if his wife vomit without reasons.
I: There is no need as it is all my fault. I shouldn't play with my health.
Randhir: Hmm... So are u hungry ?
I bit my lower lip.
I: Yes.
I heard his chuckle and I felt warmness in my cheek.
Randhir: I think I should change my favorite color.
I: huh??
He lifted his thumb and run on my cheek softly.
Randhir: I like this color now more.
He smiled mischievously and a small sly smile lit up my lips too. How can he make me shy or blush in this condition?
Ignore grammatical errors and spelling mistake..
Aarhu
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