S
I straight ran to our room and shut the door and then made my way to the bathroom and locked it. I put my hands on my chest. I was panting and gasping heavenly. I went near to the mirror. I looked at my reflection. My cheeks were red like plump red. My ears were burning like fire flames. I lifted my right hand and I run a finger on my lips slowly. A silly smile crack on my lips. I kissed him. I really kissed him. I hide my face in my hands and shook it frantically. I kissed him. Ohh God what I did ? I removed my hands and again watched my reflection. There is huge blush on my face.
Thank You..
I heard my voice inside my head and a jittery sensation feels inside my body. I saw at my arms, goosebumps highly stood on my skin.
Kiss him hard..
This time Naina's voice rang inside my head and I groaned. I shouldn't listen to her. Its all her fault. And I liked a fool and stupid person I kissed him. What the hell I was thinking that time. Whether I kissed him on his cheek but I kissed him and then ..
U ran away..
My inner voice sang but its like it is mocking at me.
What should I do then? I kissed him. It is a big deal for me. This is second time I took some initiative in our relationship and now see where I took that. A cheek kiss.
But he deserved it.
I signed. Yes, he deserved it. Without knowing he did this and that is for me. For a girl like me who still finding a way to tell or ask him. It has been a month and I like a shy and timid girl still finding a way to talk to him. He made me comfortable all the time and what I was doing?
I heard creek sound of door and I turned to the door. I deeply resign. It is still locked. I turned to mirror but my reflection reflecting my wide eyes in shock. I again turned back to watch the door. Darn. He is in room. I start panicking. What should I do ? How I m gonna face him? How he is going to react ? What he is going to think? I don't even know how he reacted? I just ran away. What would he say or if he expect more? I bit my finger and again that silly blush and smile comes on my lips.
Randhir: Sanyukta..
My breathe stuck in my lungs.
Randhir: Come for dinner.
He announced flatly and I slowly turned my head in the direction of door. From the corner of my eyes I saw the door. It is still locked. I relaxed and closed my eyes in relief. He is not inside. I splash water on my face and then wiped. I took a deep breathe and opened the door. I looked in the room for him but he is nowhere. I stepped outside and descend to the stairs. The hall was silent. Did Mary went ? I gulped and looked for him. He was wearing orange collared T-shirt and sitting in the dinning area with rested his chin on his elbows. Again I feel the tingling sensation in my body and goosebumps erupt on my skin. With slow and steady steps I went to the table. His head up and he gave me soft smile to me. Blood rush to my ears and I lost all my courage which I gathered all the way. I averted my gaze and land on his cheek. I bite my cheeks inwardly and tightly pressed my lips not to smile.
Randhir: Sanyukta. Sit.
My heart is beating so loud. I m sure he can also feel that. I mentally shook my head and sit beside him. He flipped his plate and opened the lid. An aroma hit my nostrils and then I realized I cooked too. As a thank you. He start serving himself and passed the bowl to me. With cold hand I took it and served myself. He took a bite and I looked for his reaction. He took another bite and nothing came out of his mouth. I looked up his face. It was neutral. There was no emotion or reaction on his face. I looked at him questioningly. There is nothing coming out of his mouth. He was eating and eating. I feel disappointed and sad. I don't feel like eating but with halfheartedly I start eating my dinner silently.
Our dinner went away in silence. He didn't spoke anything to me about the food or the talk he wants. I took my plate and he followed me inside the kitchen. I dumped into the washer along with his plate. His warmth comes in my hand and I looked at him.
Randhir: Come with me.
I nods and we walked into the hall. He sit in front of me on the sofa and withdraw his hand from mine and instanly I miss his warmth.
Randhir: Tell me about what they said ?
I raised my eyebrow in question.
Randhir: U got the call from Trinity College.
I nods
Randhir: So tell me.
I licked my lips.
I: They asked me to collect my schedule tomorrow at 8:30 in morning.
He nods.
Randhir: I will drop u then.
I nodded.
Randhir: Can I ask u a question ?
I nods.
Randhir: What I do to make u more comfortable so u can open up to me?
I pursed my lips and lowered my head in shame. He didn't have to do anything. He did everything which I wants and that is without asking me. It is I who is at fault. I always make assumption and controlled myself.
He lifts me chin and made me to look into his eyes.
Randhir: Tell me.
I gulped.
I: I.. I m sorry.
This is all could manage and down my head. I heard his resign.
I: R u angry ?
I speak with a very low and small voice. He chuckled and I raised my lashes to look at him. There is small smile playing on his lips.
Randhir: I m not angry. I m just curious that what should I do that my sweet little wife open up to me.
I again down my head.
I: U don't have to.
I can't believe my voice can also go so small that nobody could hear. His both hands hold mine.
Randhir: Do u know why I always hold ur hands ?
With down head I shake it in negative. I heard his sharp exhales.
Randhir: To let u know that I m there for u now, today, tonight, tomorrow, day after tomorrow and ever if u want. I know that u r alone. Far from ur family and friends. Even I m too. But good point is that we are here for each other. I m not expecting anything but I just want my wife should open up to me like I did. I want her to get comfortable with me and tell me what she wants. I want that girl who told me her passion about study and cars on the other day when we arrived here. The way her eyes shone when she saw my library and whole day she spent there.
He snickered and I sniffles.
Randhir: Is it too much for a husband to expect from wife ? Tell me.
My vision got blurs. There was sincerity, truthfulness and honesty in his voice. A tear drop on our joined hands.
Randhir: Sanyukta R u crying?
He immediately withdraw his one hand and lift my chin. With blur vision I saw him. He immediately held me in embrace and I start sobbing. I feel his hand rubbing my back.
Randhir: shh... sorry... I m sorry.. I don't know...
I shook my head on his shoulder in no. He start caressing my hair and my back. I sob quietly and sniffs only. After a while, I stopped crying and realized our state. We are hugging each other.I bit my lower lip. I loose my grip from his back and withdraw myself from his embrace. I came face to face. He smiles genuinely. I give him a tight brief smile.
I: I m sorry... umm... I ...
Randhir: No need. Just promise me.
I: What ?
Randhir: That u will always talk to me without any hesitation. Whatever u want u will directly speak up to me. And I promise I will stand right beside u in ur every step and decision. But promise me this.
With tight pressed lips I nod my head in affirmation.
Randhir: I want ur words Sanyukta not ur action. I know actions are louder than words but I want ur words. It will help me more.
I sniffle again.
I: I promise u that I will talk to u every time.
Randhir: Without ?
He arched an eyebrow and I chuckles.
I: Hesitation.
We smile to each other. I looked into his grey eyes and then again I was his hostage. Who say that grey eyes were cold ? May be they not met him. His eyes were so warm and full of care and affection.I keenly saw in his eyes they were not changing any color. I felt like I can see his soul. His pure soul. He is perfect which every girl wants. And my heart swells that I m that girl. I feel like my body is leaning to his side. I blinked my eyes and pull back.
I: Umm.. I.. I think we should sleep.
I got up from my seat and turned back. Immediately my hand tugged in air. He was holding my wrist
Randhir: U know there is a thing too ?
He slowly molded my hand at my back. He get closed to me and I can feel his chest closed to my back. I can feel his body heat behind my back. His finger brush my side neck and remove my braid to one side. His breathe fanned near to my neck to my ear.
Randhir: As u kissed me.. Should I think that we are progressing and I can kiss u too ?
I made fist of my hand. My mind went numb. Heat crawled inside my body. I can feel the warm in my cheeks. My heart beat increased its pace.
Randhir: Tell me muffin.
He whispered in my ear and brushed his lips me there. I closed my eyes cause of our proximity. His other hand slide on my waist and my breathe stopped. I can't breathe. I need air. My lungs need air. I widely opened my eyes and come out of his hold.
I: I... I... think we should sleep.
I quickly said and again I ran away from there. My heart definitely going to jump out tonight the way it is beating. I heard his laugh. His gorgeous laugh and I stopped on my track. I was on stairs. I looked at him laughing but he was staring at me.I felt the blush on my face and start climbing the stairs.
Note:
I know most of u naaa... All of u have complaints cause of being my late. And it will be more from them whom I asked to give me a day but I took more than a day. I apologizes to all of u. There is nothing I have to say except I got distracted. After my exam finished I start watching my favorites movies so u all know what happened... SORRY 🙉🙉🙉🙉.. But now onwards, I will try my best to stick up to my words.
Secondly, THEY HUGGED not lovingly but they did. I know u all read that but I bring ur attention cause I was not planning their hug in this part but it happened when I start writing. Actually I was planning this after next in three or fourth part. So I just want to let all u know.
Ignore grammatical errors and spelling mistake..
Aarhu
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: ZingTruyen.Xyz