AU
Sometimes life become frustrated. When u want something or say u get addicted and u didn't get it. How u feel? Frustrated. Same thing happened with me. I want something but I m not getting it. And this thing happening from last three days . I meant to say I m addicted to him. Especially his kisses. His soft lips kisses. But from last three days I m not getting anything. Last time we kissed was when my accident happened and we back to home. And from that time we had nothing except his good night forehead kisses. And I really misses his kisses and his touch. I thought if I will not ask still he willing to do it but no. He didn't move forward and stopped at forehead kisses. I m not complaining but I really missed this. Last time I plead when he give in or else.
U got nothing.
My inner voice teased me and I rolled my eyes.
Randhir: Muffin ?
I heard his raspy voice. I raised my lashes and looked at my front. He was sitting with laptop and looking at me with worried grey eyes.
I: Yes?
Randhir: U okay ?
I swallowed and nodded frantically. He narrowed his eyes and got up from his seat.
U r so dead.
He walked up to me and the bed side dipped. He looked concerned and worried.
Randhir: I don't find it u r ok cause when Mary came u didn't respond.
My eyes popped out. Mary came? How did I not notice.
I: Wh-when?
He slipped more to my side.
Randhir: Few minutes back. U seems lost.
I swallowed hard.
Now tell him ur burning desire for him.
My inner voice sing inside my head. I rolled my eyes and start running my mind for any excuse.
I: Why she came ?
He tilt his head in confusion. He keenly watched me.
I: Randhir?
Randhir: Nothing she bring ur food.
I turned to nightstand and see a tray filled with spaghetti and orange juice.
I: Ohh..
I heard his light chuckled and spin my head towards him. He was sheepishly smiling.
Randhir: Have ur food then I will give u massage.
My eyes jumped out it's sockets. He will massage my foot today. I shake my head in negative vigorously.
I: No. No. Mary will do.
Randhir: As I said na I will do. Now open ur mouth.
He put the fork in front of me. I stared at him blankly.
Randhir: Sany-
I open my mouth and he put into my mouth. I slowly start chewing and stared at him blankly where he just focused on making me eat.
He made me to empty my plate. He took the plate and put on the night side. He walked into bathroom and my heart speed up of the thought of him massaging my feet. I looked at the side of bathroom and knob twisted. He appeared with massage oil. The burning sensation start lighting up in my body. He walked toward me with smile. Bed dipped at the end of my feet. My lips get dry. He lift my leg and I squealed. He worriedly looked at me.
Randhir: It pained ?
I shook my head in no.
Randhir: Then ?
He cocked his eyes questioningly. I licked my dry lips.
Tell him. The burning sensation.
I cleared my throat and nervously put the fallen behind my ear.
Randhir: Muffin?
I listened his raspy voice and I raised my lashes to have a look of him. He was waiting for my answer. I cleared my head and throat.
I: U don't need to. I mean Mary can.
He shook his head in disbelief and start hold my leg. He lift my pant up and my leg white flesh comes in front of me and him. He gently rubbed the oil in his palm. His oiled palm touched my feet and my mind fly away. My heart raced up. He start massaging my feet. His all focused on massaging where I start ogling him.
His eyes met mine. He smiled to me and sensually rubbed his thumb. His eyes were shining and getting cloudy. He down his head and kissed my softly on my ankle. A shivered run through my spine. He start brushing his lips to upside and reached to my toe. He raised up his eyes and with intensity he watch me. He eyes were dark now. And not normal black cloud but jet black dark. He down his eyes and soon his mouth found my toe.My mind went numb. All work stopped. He start sucking seductively. Goosebumps erupts on my hands and legs. He sucked more and my eyes flutters and eventually my eyes were closed. His lips start brushing at my feet to my side. I felt wet open mouth kisses on my feet which traveling toward on leg. His other hand also traveling on my other leg. My breathe got heavy. His lips and hand reached to my thigh. My heart was beating so hard. I felt out of breathe. The crackers were bursting. Whole my body was on fire. The burning desire for him was reaching to the top. I didn't felt his lips on my thigh but his hand on the other side was still there. I waited for his lips but nothing come. I slowly opened my eyes and his face was closed to mine. His hot aqua menthol mixing with my breathe. He move forward and his lips brushed on mine. I inwardly smile.
Randhir: It's done.
And I snapped out. I blinked my eyes twice. Thrice. Fourthly. And finally I gained the reality. I looked at front. He was smiling with his work. He massaged and put the bandage. I again blinked my eyes and realized what I was doing was my dream.
Dream or ahem ahem.
I bit my lower lip in embarrassment. I was damn flushed. I lightly raised my lashes to have a look on him. He was already looking at me questioningly. I immediately down my lashes and turned my head. I used my hand to hide my shy smile. Silence prevails between us. And for the first time I felt this silence awkward between us and the reason was my dream.
His hand traveled upward on my left leg and my head snapped. He and I become face to face. My eyes widen. He smirked. His pointed finger reached to my temple and he start tracing the line down to my cheek to my jaw line
Randhir: What u were thinking ?
His finger stopped at my neck. He start making invisible circle soon his all fingers brushed my neck seductively and sensually. The current passed into my body. My lips get dry. His thumb reached to my lower lip. He rubbed his thumb on it and I find my eyes closed. Flips started in my stomach.His thumb stopped at my center of my lips. My lips quivered as his thumb parted my lips. He pulled out my lower lip and leave next moment. With puzzled emotion I opened my eyes and gazed at him. His cloudy eyes were no more. They were normal grey eyes with sad expression.
I: Randhir is something wrong ?
His eyes get closed and he signed. He opened them with smile.
Randhir: No. U just take rest.
I narrowed my eyes in puzzlement.
Randhir: It will pained.
His words made me drowned more in puzzlement. What he is talking about. I cocked my eye brow not like his. He scoffs lightly and signaled towards my right hand shoulder. My eyes traveled and I see my cast.
Bang. Bang. Missed the kiss.
My inner voice laughed at me and I rolled my eyes. I squared my shoulder and replied.
I: I don't know.
He chuckled and shook his head in disbelief. He said something which is inaudible to my ear. I pouted with frown lines. His again expression changed.
Bipolar
I tightly pressed my lips not to curved upside on my thought. He crossed his arms against his chest and playfully narrowed his eyes. And soon we both burst into laugh. With laugh I watched him too. His laugh so musical to my ear. He stopped and I immediately spin my head in other direction.
Awe deer caught the head lights.
Randhir: Sanyukta ?
I didn't turned to him or reply.
Randhir: Why r looking at me like this ?
I bite my bottom lip and covered my face with my fallen strands. I was blushing and shyly smiling. My bed side dipped more and I felt his hot breathe near to my hair and ear. Air sucked in my throat. Heart beat increased. His hot breathe making me hard to breathe. His nose brushed but soon his phone start vibrating. He backed away and I saw his hand to pick his phone. He got up and I huffed heavenly.
Randhir: It's important. Take rest.
He didn't wait for my reply and kissed my on the side of my head and walked away. I heard the thud of voice of closing door and I turned back to have a look. He wasn't there. I resigned.
Stupid. Idiot
My inner voice start cursing me and I got confused.
U have opportunity to say U love him and u wasted.
I rolled my eyes. I m in this condition and she want to confession.
Yes cause love never see time, place or condition. Don't remember Naina's saying.
I shook my head in disbelief. But it was right too. Yesterday I had a talk with Naina and Vincent firstly they were angry and then they start with their Guru gyan.
U can't denied that they were right.
I nodded my head in acceptance. They were right. Cause when I fall in love with him even I didn't realized how it happened or when it happened.
So say soon and completed ur burning desire.
I don't have desire for him.
Ohh yeah that's why u were dreaming of him sucking ur toe.
I bite my tongue and shyly put my lock behind my ear.
So r u ready to speak up now?
I twisted my lips and start thinking. After a while I made up my mind I will do ASAP and this time no help from friends. I don't want their hard work die without result.
Ignore grammatical errors and spelling mistake..
Aarhu
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