Chapter Twenty One
Valerie's POV
A small moan escaped my lips when my hand reached across the bed for Axel but realized he wasn’t there anymore. My eyes fluttered open to see that his side of the bed was empty. Cold and empty. I sat up and stretched my arms before rolling out of bed. I picked up my clothes and made my way to the bathroom. After I fixed myself and got dress I got out of his room. I let out a sigh nang hindi ko rin siya makita doon. He probably left already.
I offered myself to him, I offered my love and my body on a platter for his enjoyment but he ignored me. His rejection won’t stop me. I didn’t care how pathetic I was. I wanted Axel and whatever I wanted, I got. I always did. He was no exception. I would have him by hook or by crook. Hindi ako ganun kadali sumuko lalo na sa mga bagay na gusto ko. This was just a warm up, an appetizer for the main course.
Umalis na ako sa condo niya at sumakay sa taxi pauwi. A few minutes later, the taxi pulled up in front of the house where I was currently staying with my three besties. Kailangan ko na magmadali dahil baka ma late na ako sa trabaho. He might be keeping track of everything I was doing wrong. I didn’t want to give Axel more excuse to fire me.
“Good morning!” I was startled when I heard Amy’s voice as soon as I went in.
“Hi.” I said, closing the door behind me.
“Where did you spend the night?” She nosily asked.
“At… an office mates place?” I bit my lower lip.
She squinted her eyes on me and smiled as if she knew I was hiding something. “Sino’ng office mate yan?”
“Lumakas kasi ang ulan kagabi kaya di na ko nakauwi.” I tried to avoid having to answer her question.
“Who was that office mate?” She pressed, impatiently.
“A-axel…” I whispered, barely audible.
“Axel? As in Atticus Xavier Enrique Lavigne?” Her eyes widened in shock.
My head slowly moved up and down. She looked at me bewildered.
“Oh ano naman ang meron kay Axel?” Venus came out of the kitchen with a cup in one hand and walked towards us.
“She spent the night with Axel.” Sabi ni Amy.
“Oh my god! Make kwento naman!” Venus pulled me to the couch. We sat there and they both eagerly looked at me, waiting for me to say something.
“Ano’ng nangyari?” Hindi na nakatiis na tanong niya ng hindi pa rin ako magsalita pagkatapos ng ilang segundo.
“We just slept.” I shrugged my shoulder.
“Together?” Amy asked.
I nodded hesitantly. “We slept together on the same bed but nothing happened.” Sino pa ba ang sasabihin ko ng problema ko kung hindi sila din. I felt like I was going to explode if I don’t let this out. “I did everything but he doesn’t want me anymore…”
They didn’t say anything. Matagal nila akong tinitigan na para bang naghihintay pa sila na may sabihin ako. I let out a frustrated sigh. “Okay! Aaminin ko na, I’m in love with him! I’m in love with Axel! Siya ang dahilan kung bakit nagpunta ako dito sa Manila.”
“You can’t fall in love with him.” Trina suddenly popped out of nowhere. “Every girl knows that.”
“Yeah, it’s too risky.” Sabi ni Amy.
“Risky? It’s Pandora’s box. He is pure sin on two legs.” Venus said. “I mean, It’s good to sin once in a while but hang on by a hair. Sin with your eyes open.”
“Great sex is all he’s ever going to give you.” Sabi naman ni Amy.
“Wait, you’ve already had sex with him?” Tanong naman ni Trina.
I reluctantly nodded my head, feeling embarrassed.
“Welcome to club.” Venus said, giggling.
“Oh my god!” Amy’s jaw dropped. “Hindi ka na virgin! I’m so happy for you!”
“Baka naman virgin syndrome. You know, when you feel attached to the person you lost your virginity to.” Sabi naman ni Trina.
“I’m still a virgin.” Technically.”but we’ve done… things.” I sighed again. “I’m sure I’m in love with him. This is not just some syndrome. I’ll make him fall in love with me too.”
“Good luck. You’re going to need lots of it.” Trina chuckled.
“Basta, girl, kapag kailangan mo ng maiiyakan nandito lang kami.” Venus said.
I frowned at them and crossed my arms over my chest. “You should know by now that I always get what I want. Huwag kayong mag-alala iimbitahan ko pa rin kayo sa kasal namin.”
I love Axel like it was my mission in life. I loved him like it was inevitable, like how many times I was told and shown what an awful idea it was, what a callous asshole he could be... I just couldn't stop loving him. I'm going to hold on until there's nothing left to hold on to.
Axel’s POV
I cussed under my breath when I saw Valerie standing right outside of my office. She was the last person I wanted to see right now. Hindi niya alam kung anong klaseng pagpipigil ang ginawa ko kagabi. It was bad enough that she was lying on the same bed a few inches away from me and then she hugged and all hell broke loose. Almost. Damn! It was so hard trying to sleep with blue balls. I didn’t think I slept at all. Nagkunwari lang akong tulog para hindi niya na ako kulitin dahil baka hindi na ako makapagpigil.
“Hi, Ax- I mean, Mr. Lavigne?” She said with a cheeky smile on her face and held up the posy of flowers she was holding on her hand. “This is for you.”
“Itigil mo na ito.” I said through gritted teeth as I was walking. She followed me, walking beside me. “Walang mangyayari sa mga ginagawa mo.”
“Meron.” The stubborn little brat said. “I’ll have you in the end.”
“No, you’re not.” I firmly said, stopping and facing her. My eyes squinted in a glare and she just looked back at me with determined eyes. “Hindi lahat ng gustuhin mo, makukuha mo.”
“But I can try.” She said.
“You can try but I’m telling you now, you won’t succeed.” I scowled at her, losing my cool. “Stop acting like a desperate bitch in heat. Grow the fuck up, Valerie!”
“Hindi naman kita pinipilit na mahalin ako. Hayaan mo lang akong iparamdam sa’yo na mahal kita. Just let me in a little bit.”
“Why would I do that? What makes you think you’re so special? Isa ka lang sa mga babaeng naikama ko. You will never be more than a sex object to me, just like the rest of the girls I’d been with.” I snarled at her.
I watched as the pain bream in her beautiful eyes. She opened her mouth but no words came. Her hesitation gave me enough time to turn and walk away. I knew women like Valerie. She was an entitled bratty grown child trying to get attention because she didn’t get her way. She was the type of girl that hadn’t been told “no” and she just couldn’t fucking accept it when someone finally did. That brat wanted me to be her fucking boytoy. Maybe David’s small dick couldn’t fucking satisfy her. She just wanted a cock to scratch her itch.
I wouldn’t let anyone hurt or use me again. Not a fucking chance. I never give any woman the slightest chance to get close to me. I always walk away before anyone could walk away from me. Nobody fucking leaves me. I’m the only one who’s allowed to leave.
Valerie’s POV
Hindi pa rin ako tumigil sa ‘panliligaw’ kay Axel. Kahapon nag-iwan ako ng isang box ng chocolate para sa kanya na may kasamang note na may nakasulat na ‘I love you’. At ngayon naman nag-iwan ako ng isang box ng cupake na ginawa ko. And yes, it did come with a note that says ‘I love you’. I had nothing more to lose. I’d already lost everything I could lose. And if there was anything to lose then I’d gladly give it all away.
I was in love with Axel and I couldn’t let him go without putting up a good fight. If I tried hard enough he could learn to love me too. I just had to show him that I really loved him.
“Pupunta ka ba sa Christmas party?” I snapped back from my thoughts when I heard Nichole’s voice.
Nichole, Cooper and I were walking on the hallway. Kagagaling lang namin sa cafeteria at pabalik na kami sa office. I sighed. Hindi ko na naman nakita si Axel. I hadn't seen him for days and I was missing him so bad.
“Christmas party?” I asked.
“Oo, taon-taon may Christmas party ang kumpanya.” Sagot ni Cooper.
“Pupunta ba si Mr. Lavigne?” Tanong ko.
Nagkibit balikat si Cooper. “Hindi siguro. Sa ilang taon kong pagtatrabaho dito, kahit kailan naman hindi ko siya nakitang umattend sa Christmas party.”
“Syempre, hindi naman yun makikihalubilo sa atin, no!” Natatawang sabi Nichole. Then she playfully bumped her shoulder to mine. “Ano? Pupunta ka?”
“I don’t know.” I answered.
“Pumunta ka na.” She said with a sneaky smile. “You have to be there!”
“Why?” Tanong ko.
“Do you remember Eli, the cute guy from the HR department?” Sabi ni Nichole. I had met him twice. He was cute in a boyish way and he seemed like a funny and cool guy. But he never really crossed my mind after those two times that I had met him.
“Yeah…” I said with brows curiously furrowed.
“Well, sabi sa akin ni Cathy may gusto daw sa’yo si Aaron.” Nichole squealed. “He’s planning to ask you out on a date at the Christmas party.”
“Oh… I don’t know.” I shook my head. I wasn’t interested in other guys at all. I only had my eyes on one man and that was Atticus Xavier Enrique Lavigne. Kung sinabi nilang puunta siya doon, hindi ako magdadalawang isip na pumunta sa Christmas party.
“Come on, Valerie. He’s not a bad catch.” Nichole rolled her eyes. “Matagal ko ng kilala si Aaron. He’s a great guy.”
“Ms. Zamora.” I heard that familiar voice that made my spine tingle from behind us. My heart raced as I turned around to face him and his dark eyes greeted me with their usual coldness. My brows rose in surprise.
“Good afternoon, Mr. Lavigne!” Natatarantang bati ni Cooper. He gave him a slight nod to acknowledge his greeting before glancing back at me. His brooding dark eyes narrowed in at me.
“May I have a word with you?” He sounded very professional, slighlty irritated too.
“S-sure.” Sagot ko.
“Follow me.” He said, turning his back to me and walking away. I followed him just like he told me and easily caught up with him. I walked next to him. “Ayoko na ng nagbibigay ka sa akin ng kung anu-ano.”
“Wala naman masama doon. I’m not expecting you to give me anything in return.” Just a little of you.
“I don't want any of those.” He said, his jaw clenching.
"Then what do you want?"
"I want you to leave me alone."Mariin na sabi niya.
"Hilingin mo na sa akin ang lahat, huwag lang yan. I'm not going to give you up or give up loving you." I said, trying so hard not to let my voice quiver.
"You can go now." He said, dismissively.
"Kailangan natin mag-usap." I said.
"Go back to your work." His voice was harsher.
"What do you want me to do, beg? Because I will, you know. Just please don't ignore me when we need to talk."
"Wala akong panahon para sa kaartehan mo, Valerie." He said in a low growl. Axel stopped in front of the elevator and pressed the up button. The elevator door immediately opened and he stepped in. Just like he always do, he left me.
Axel's POV
I didn't have anything better to do tonight so I thought I'd go to the Christmas party the company threw for our employees. I'd never really gone to any of company's party so I decided to check it out. The party was held at a nearby five star hotel. Even though I didn't want to admit it, I knew I only came there because of Valerie. Siya ang pinunta ko dito. I overheard them talking about the cute fucking HR department guy that wanted to ask her out. The brat had only been working in my company for no more than a month and she was probably already flirting with half of my male employees.
I made my way to the hall where the party was at.
"Mr. Lavigne!" Gulat na sabi ng isang lalaki na nakasalubong ko papasok. “Good evening po, Mr. Lavigne.”
“Good evening.” I formally greeted as my eyes scanned around the room. Everyone who saw stared at me as if I was fuckin’ alien or freak show as I walked in. Lahat sila parang gulat na makita ako doon. To hell with the,
“Sir!” Cindy said when I bumped into her. “Nandito ka pala! Hindi kami na inform na darating ka. I’m glad to see you here.”
“Have you seen Valerie?” I asked as my eyes, roamed around the room.
“Si Valerie? Nakita ko siya kanina na kasama ang mga kaibigan niya.” Sagot ni Cindy.”Hindi ko lang alam kung nasaan siya ngayon. Bakit, sir?”
I shook my head because even I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing here. What was I going to do here? Babysit a fuckin’ brat? Well, she was my responsibility after all, I tried to tell myself. Bago pa lumapit sa akin si Valerie, ibinilin na siya sa akin ni Jaime. Tinawagan ako ni Jaime ng pumunta sa Maynila sa Valerie at sinabi niya sa akin na ako na daw muna ang bahala sa anak niya. Ako lang daw kasi ang may kayang mapasunod siya. Even Tristan doesn’t know how to handle her. I couldn’t say no to the old man even if I wanted. Tinanggap niya ako sa hacienda nila at walang rason para hindi ko rin tanggapin sa kumpanya si Valerie.
Iniwan ko si Cindy para hanapin si Valerie. I found her standing by the cocktail table with her two friends that I always see her with and an unfamiliar man with curly short hair and glasses. She was wearing a modest little black dress and her hair was tied up in a messy bun. She looked stunning even with little makeup on. The guy next to her, Was that Aaron, ‘the cute fuckin’ guy from the HR department’ that they were talking about? I could see by the way the idiot looked at Valerie that he really liked her. He was staring at her attentively as if she was the only girl he could see as she talks. I clenched my fists, trying to control my annoyance.
I eyes him from head to toe. They call that cute? I sneered quietly and shook my head. Not even fuckin close. My eyes went back to Valerie. What should I do? Should I come up to her? Kapag lumapit naman ako ano ang sasabihin ko? I would just look like a fool.
Pinanood ko habang nakikipagtawanan siya sa lalaki. I wondered what they were talking about. After awhile, I saw him wrap his arm around the back of her waist. That I couldn't fuckin take. Hindi ko na napigilan ang lumapit sa kanila.
"Hi." Sabi ko pagkalapit ko. Tumingin silang lahat sa akin. Bakas ang pagkagulat sa mukha ni Valerie. The brat was caught stealing a cookie from the cookie jar.
"Hello po, Mr. Lavigne." One of her female friend said. I politely greeted her back before turning my attention to Valere. "May I have a dance with you?"
"Yes, of course." Valerie answered with a huge smile on her face. Kinuha ko siya mula sa lalaking kasama niya. I glanced at the guy who she was with and there was a disappointed look on his face as I took her from him. One corner of my lips lifted in a smirk.
Dinala ko si Valerie sa dance floor. I wrapped her arms around my neck and I wrapped mines around her waist.
"Hindi ko alam na pupunta ka pala dito. Sabi kasi nila hindi ka pupunta sa mga party ng kumpanya." She said smiling like an innocent, wide-eyed girl.
I threw her a sharp glare. "Who was that guy you were with?"
Nawala ang ngiti niya sa labi. "Si Aaron... kaibigan nila Nicole."
"Your flavor of the week?" I cocked a brow at her.
"What are you talking about?"
"Hindi mo ba talaga kayang makuntento sa isang lalaki? Sino naman ang susunod?"
"Mali ang iniisip mo, Axel..."
"Sino naman ang susunod?"
"Kaibigan nila Nicole si Aaron."
"And you're flirting with him because you know he likes you." My eyes narrowed at her.
"I'm not flirting with him." She said in a low but stern voice.
"You are like a bitch in heat that can't get enough. You just can't be satisfied with one man, can you?" I snarled.
"Damn you!" Tinanggal niya ang mga bisig niya sa leeg ko. She gave me a soft punch on the chest before walking away.
"Valerie!" I ran after her but she was far ahead of me until she vanished through the crowd. Nang makita muli siya, paakyat na siya sa hagdan papunta sa backstage. Sumunod ako sa kanya doon. It was dark in the backstage area and there were nothing there but old chairs and tables. Damn! This reminded me of the time she embarrassed me in front of the crowd at Wayne's club.
"Valerie!" Tawag ko sa kanya. Still no answer.
A small light flicked open from the old floor lampshade. I saw Valerie sitting on one of the tables with her legs crossed. The expression on her face was unreadable as she looked at me. Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa kanya at huminto sa harap niya.
"Why did you follow me?" She asked in a cold tone.
I took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, okay?"
"Why don't you show me how sorry you are?" She asked, her hands reaching up the button of my shirt.
"Is this one of your sick joke again, Val?" I asked in a sharp tone.
She shook her head. "Oh no, Mr. Lavigne... Do you want me to go first?" She teasingly asked. Hindi ako kumibo. I just looked at her. Tinanggal niya ang itim na dress na suot niya. Now she was only wearing a pair of pink laced bra and tiny panties. I swallowed, working some moisture back into my dry mouth. Was she a fuckin tease...
I watched as she reached behind her, unhook her bra and let it fall to the ground then she stood up and slowly slid her panties down her mile long legs while keeping her eyes on mine. She stood in front of me completely naked.
"Hindi mo ako madadaan d'yan, Valerie. Put on your clothes." I commanded her.
"Are you telling me you're not turned on? That if I touch your shaft and stroke it you wouldn't get hard?" She asked in the most seductive voice. Her hands reached down to the button of my pants and she unbuttoned it. I was burning and slowly being consumed by the heat inside of me. She pulled my pants down along with my boxers and took my shaft in her hands. She started stroking it up and down while looking into my eyes. Slowly at first...
"Val, oh God, Val!" I groaned, my hand going up to her breast. I cupped it and played with it for awhile before my hot mouth went down to her hard pink nipple. I took it in and started suckling on it. I was rewarded with a soft moan escaping her lips. Her hand stroked me even faster as I sucked her breast even harder. My hand went down her belly making its way further down until I was touching her wet slit. She shivered and her hips jerked.
"I want you, Axel." She whispered between her moans.
I stopped suckling on her breast and leveled my head to her. Our faces only inches apart. "Do you want me to fuck you?"
"Y-yes..." She weakly said as I slipped a finger inside her. She was fuckin tight. And then I withdrew my finger.
"Then kiss my dick. Kiss it before it fucks you." I said in a hoarse voice. She knelt down in front of me and pressed her lips to the tip of it. She gave light kisses from the tip down to the length. She went back to the tip and took it in her mouth. I let out a groan when I felt her hot, wet mouth around my shaft.
"Enough." I said, pulling her up by her arm. I didn't want to finish early. I wanted to come inside her. I bent her over the table and slid my dick up and down her slit.
My fingers went down to her slit and wet it with her juice. And then I circled the rim of her asshole with it, testing her receptiveness. I pushed a finger inside and another one. She whimpered when I started moving it. Pushing and withdrawing. I took it out when I could feel that she was ready.
"Ready?" I asked her as I positioned myself behind her.
"I'm all yours, Axel." She moaned and with that, I pushed myself inside her.
"You better be." I whispered to her ear.
I wanted her in ways no one has ever had or will ever have her.
My hand went in front of her and I started massaging her clit as I pushed deeper until I was all the way in. I could feel her tightness around me, her warmth. Damn! It felt so good, so warm. He tightness wrapped around me, squeezing it tightly. I started massaging her even faster so she wouldn't feel any pain as I slowly moved. I was very careful not to her hurt. After awhile, I felt her getting used to me. I started moving faster and faster. I slipped a finger in her pussy and my thumb massaged her clit while I was fucking her ass. It didn't take long for her to begin to enjoy it. I knew because she started thrusting her hips, meeting my thrust.
"Axel..." She cried. "Mmm... I'm going to... come..."
"Me too, baby." I moaned. "Wait for me."
A few more thrust and I was already at the peak of my climax. "Val baby, come for me."
"Oh yes, yes... I'll come for you, Axel." She moaned.
I let my warm liquid gush into her, filling her up. Her body spasmed under me as she said my name over and over again as I felt her tightening around my finger. I pulled out of her, when I looked down I saw my come trailing down her leg, the sight almost setting me off again
I pulled my pants and boxers up. She picked up her clothes and started putting them on and that was when I left her. Lumabas ako sa stage at nakihalubilo sa ibang mga empleyado. While I was talking to one of my employees, I saw her across the room.
We gazed at each other for awhile and a smile spread across my lips as I remembered what had happened in the backstage just a few minutes ago. Damn! I loved the idea of her walking around full of my seed. Her body carrying around apart of me.
Kinabukasan, balik trabaho na naman. I sat down on my swivel chair behind my desk like any ordinary day. A black USB sitting on my desk caught my attention. It had under it a note that says 'Watch this'. Ikinabit ko iyon sa computer. A video started playing. It was dark at first. Biglang bumukas ang ilaw at nakita ko si Valerie sa video na nakaupo sa ibabaw ng mesa. Nanlamig ang buong katawan ko ng makita ko ang lugar. It was in the backstage.
Sunod-sunod akong napamura habang pinanonood iyon. Lahat ng ginawa namin ni Valerie, everything was caught in the video. Nang matapos iyon ay may lumabas na text sa black screen ng video.
Kung ayaw mong ikalat ko ang video makikipagkita ka sa akin mamayang gabi, 7pm at Aubergin restaurant.
I couldn't fuckin' believe this. This couldn't be fuckin' real.
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