Chapter Thirty Two
Valerie's POV
I stroke my fingers over his chest. Even after making love, after touching every little inch of his body, I just couldn't stop touching his skin and muscles. He looked down at me with hooded eyes and smiled. We were both loose and relaxed.
"Hindi ka pa ba inaantok?" He asked in a low, sleepy voice.
"May gusto ka bang sabihin sa akin?" I asked. As much as I didn't want to admit, the conversation that he had with his mother bothered me a lot. It had been more than a week ago but I just couldn't stop thinking about it. The more I tried to stop thinking about it, the more I thought about it. What don't I know? What was he keeping from me? Natatakot akong malaman but at the same time I wanted to know.
"Huh?" He looked at me confused.
"Kung may gusto kang sabihin sa akin makikinig ako. You know I love you right? You can tell me anything. Nothing you could say would ever stop me from loving you." My fingers trailed up to his jawline.
He paused for awhile, as if he was thinking, before he sighed and smiled again. He caressed a hand down my hair. "Nothing. Nasabi ko na naman sa'yo ang lahat ng gusto kong malaman mo pero kung gusto mo sasabihin ko ulit iyon. You're beautiful, you have a world class pussy, and I love you."
I laughed and playfully slapped his chest. "How could you be so sweet and bastos all at the same time?"
He laughed with me and silence took over when our laughter died down. After a few minutes, I thought he was finally asleep. Whatever it was, I'm sure it couldn't be that bad, right? I love him and I trust him. Maybe he just needed time, he'd tell me when he's ready. I snuggled closer to him and closed my eyes.
"Val?" I heard his voice just as I was about to sleep.
"Yeah?"
"I'm flying to Italy this weekend." He said.
I propped myself up with my elbow on his chest. "Why? What are you going to do there?"
"I have some business I need to take care of me." He cupped one of his hand on my cheek.
I pouted my lips. "How long are you going to be there?"
"Maybe one to three days at most." He said, giving me a rueful smile.
"I'm going to miss you." I layed my head down to his chest.
"I'll miss you too." He said and I felt him kiss me on my hair.
Last night, I had dinner with Axel before dropping him off the airport. I hadn't spoken to him since. I spent the whole day with my three bestfriends Trina, Venus and Amy. We did some catching up and some pizza eating. Inaya nila akong magclubbing pagkatapos nun but I decided to just head home. I was alone tonight, no Axel. I wasn't used to coming home alone to an empty house. I took a bubble bath in the tub and got in my nighties. Ginamit ko ang laptop ni Axel to check if he was already online. I'd been trying to contact him since this morning. Siguro natulog pa iyon pagkalapag ng eroplano.
After an hour, I was relieved when he finally went online. We video chatted over skype.
"Good afternoon." He said when his face popped up on the screen.
"Good evening." I smiled. "I've been trying to call you since this morning."
"I'm sorry, baby. Nakatulog agad ako pagdating ko sa hotel. I was so jetlagged."
"How are you? How's Italy? And how was your flight?" I couldn't help bombarding him with questions. I was just so happy to see him again kahit sa computer lang.
"I'm good, Italy is great, flight was good. Did you lock the door and turn on the security alarm?" He asked.
"Yes, I did." I answered.
"Good. Keep your phone beside you before you sleep and don't forget to put the security's number on speed dial just incase something goes wrong." He reminded me for the nth time.
"Huwag ka ngang OA. This condominium is like the most secured building in Manila."
"I can't help it. Wala ako sa tabi mo at mag-isa ka d'yan. Of course, I'm going to get worried."
"I'll be fine, I promise. Akala ko wala ng makakatalo sa pagka-overprotective ni Tristan at ni dad."
"I just want to make sure you're safe. So, how did your day go?" He leaned down to his seat.
"It went pretty good. I met up with Amy, Trina and Venus and we went shopping and had lunch together."
"Mm, you're wearing my favorite nighties." He said as he looked at me through his screen with a cheeky glimmer in his eyes. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa suot kong pantulog. A powder pink satin nightgown that revealed a generous amount of my cleavage. "Are you seducing me?"
"No!" I quickly answered. "I just wore the first thing that I grabbed in the closet."
"Do you remember the last time you wore that? I came on that pretty dress." He said.
"Axel!" I did remember and the memory of it made me grow warm and moist between my thighs.
"I want you, Val." His voice was more gruff this time. "How can you do that? How can you make me want you without a single touch? Do you know how hard I am right now seeing you in that dress?"
The temperature in the room seemed to shoot up all of a sudden. The desire I saw in his eyes took my breath away. I was getting turned on and he knew it. I was addicted to him as much as he was to me.
A devious idea came into my mind. It would be fun if I tease him a little. I pushed my breasts together between my arms and leaned over to the cam. "Like what you're seeing?"
"You're such a fucking tease." He said, frustration evident on his voice.
"And you fucking love it." I playfully giggled, looking directly on the cam and smiling.
"I fucking do, alright." His voice was ragged. "I want to make love to you. I want to touch ever part of you, show you how mad you drive me. I want to leave you breathless with pleasure and desperate for me.Can you imagine what I would do to that perfect little body of yours if I were there?"
I took in a shallow breath. What he said sent shockwaves of arousal throughout my whole body. I felt like I was on fire. I would've said something racy to tantalize him but this was his game. I knew I would never beat him at this.
"Bilisan mo na kasi ang trabaho mo d'yan para makauwi ka na dito." I tried to keep my voice steady and composed.
"Fuck, Val, I can't wait until I get home. I can't wait to make you shake and scream in pleasure. I want you now."
"I want you too." I mindlessly whispered.
There was a dark amusement in his eyes. We were silent for a few moments. My stomach fluttered with playfully butterflies as I anticipated the next word from his mouth.
"Val baby, will you pull your dress down for me? I want to see those beautiful breasts." He asked.
I gasped inwardly shocked at his request. My heart thumped madly inside my chest. The desire I had for him was almost intolerable. My hands seemed to have a mind of its own and began reaching for both the straps resting on my shoulder and slowly pulled it down until I was feeling the air on my bare breasts. I couldn't believe I easily allowed myself to submit to his request. Now I was in front of the cam with my breasts exposed. The desire overpowered the arousal I felt.
"That's my good girl. Now I want you to cup them in your hands like I do to you and pinch your nipples." I did as I was told. I cupped my breasts and pinched my nipples. I let out a small moan from the back of my throat and closed my eyes, imagining it was him. "Val, don't close your eyes, look at me. That's it, pinch them hard, twist them. I know you like it when I do that to you."
I could feel my panties dampening with each second that passed. It was too intense. It was turning me unbelievably on, watching him watch me touch myself for him.
"Now I want you to spread your legs wide open. Show yourself to me." He said after a moments later.I moved back from the laptop and leaned against the headboard so he could see. I spread my legs apart, revealing the awfully thin and skimpy cloth that was covering that part. "Stroke yourself, baby. Stroke yourself for me." My hand went down and I bit my lower lip to keep myself from moaning. My fingertips skimmed over my panties.
"Take your panties off." He commanded. My hand went to the garter of my underwear and I pulled it down my legs until I was completely naked, all for him to see "Open wide. Show me your pussy, show me what's mine."
Like an obedient girlfriend I was, I did what he told me to do. I showed him what was his. I used two fingers to spread my folds apart, showing him a good view of my womanhood.
"God, you're beautiful." He breathed out.
"Axel, please..." I begged as I felt the heat growing between my thighs. "I want you. So bad. I miss you."
"I miss you too. I'll be home as soon I can, I promise." He groaned. "I want to touch you so bad. Do it for me. Touch yourself for me, Val, and tell me just how wet you are."
I bit my lower lip as my fingers glided down and rubbed my sensitive spot, sending waves of pleasure through me. "I'm soaking wet..."
"Does it feel good? Do you like it?" He groaned. This was definitely stimulating to him as it was to me.
I nodded while eliciting throaty moans. It did feel good but not as good as having him touch me.
"Play with yourself and pinch your nipples with your free hand." He said. There was something about Axel commanding and watching me that drove me wild and did unexplainable things to me. My right hand went back to my breast and I massaged it while I pleasure myself.
"I wish your warm little mouth was wrapped around me. I wish you were the one doing this to me." He said through labored breath as I watch him stroke his shaft.
"Axel..."
"Fuck yourself with your finger. Imagine it's my cock."
I pushed two fingers in my opening, moving it in and out of me. I did exactly what he told me to do, imagining it was erection inside me. "Oh Axel, I want you right now. I want your big, thick cock inside me."
He groaned loudly at my words and started stroking himself furiously.
In no time, I was writing in bed. It was uncontrollable, I could feel the hot pool inside my belly ready to explode.
"I'm going to come." I moaned.
"Me too, baby. Wait for me." His voice was strained.
And we both came almost at the same time. I pulled the blanket over and covered my body after that.
"You're a dirty girl, aren't you?" He said with a smug, satisfied smile on his face.
"Only for you." I answered.
"That was hot." Axel chuckled as he buttoned his pants.
"It would have been better if you were here. It still doesn't beat the real thing."
"I know but I'll be home soon." He uttered under his breath.
Axel's POV
I watched Valerie on the screen as she peacefully slept. She didn't turn her laptop off when she went to sleep. I asked her not to. I wanted to see her as I worked on my laptop. Her beautiful face was soft as she slept. There was peacefulness on her face. Damn, I love this woman. I love that there's a side to her that only I could see. She was like a drug to me and I would do anything to get my fix of her.
I'm sorry, Val.
God knew how much I love this woman. I didn't want to hurt her. I didn't want her to think that I deceived her. I should've done this a long time ago, before we've even been together.
I looked at the clock. I had already called her yesterday and we decided would meet up at a local restaurant today. I just wanted to get this over with. I wanted to close that part of my life.
I headed to the shower, put on a decent outfit and went to the restaurant. I sat there and waited for her. I didn't know what to feel. We hadn't seen each other for years. The only thing I was sure of right now was that I wanted to end whatever was still tying us together so I could freely have the life I wanted with Valerie. I wanted her to be my wife and I wanted her to have my children.
I was young and stupid. It was the biggest and dumbest mistake I had ever made.
I jerked up to my seat when I saw Guiles walking towards me. She stopped in front of my table and stared for a little while, she forced out a smile. I gestured for her to seat on the chair across from mine. She flipped her long and wavy auburn hair over her olive shoulder. Her mother was a filipina and her father was Italian.
"Hey, how have you been?" I asked breaking the silence between us.
She smiled, not taking her gaze off me, as if she was memorizing my face. "I-I'm fine. I'm so glad to see you again."
Kinapa ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.
I smiled back at her. Seeing her now, I didn't feel an ounce of hatred in my heart anymore. If anything, I should be thanking her right now. If she hadn't cheated on me, we'd probably still be together and Valerie and I wouldn't have happened.
I also realized that the feelings I had for her doesn't even come close to the love I feel for Valerie. What Valerie I have right now was very different from what Guiles I had before. It wasn't love. It was pure stupidity and stubborness.
Dad was right. Maybe I only did it because I wanted to prove I was in control. I was young and they tried to talk me out of marrying her which only made me want to do it more. It was just a rebellion. A stupid, fucking rebellion.
"Glad to see you too." I said. "I brought the divorce papers with me."
Her face darkened as she looked down the papers resting on top of the table. I pushed it towards her.
"Divorce?" She looked up at me as if she couldn't believe it.
"Yes, I already signed them. Ang pirma mo na lang ang kailangan."
"I... Axel, " She sighed. "I need time to think this through."
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