61: 𝐹𝑎𝑚 𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑒𝑠 (𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑥)
Kira skipped not one. But two days of school. She had spent them just laying down, only getting up to feed Miso who was growing incredibly concerned for her.
She laid on her couch, it was closer to Miso's food bowl. Walking made her dizzy and disoriented for some reason.
She would just randomly cry, she just felt so... She didn't know. She hated herself. She hated her quirk. She kept thinking about what she should have done.
She should have told him honestly from the beginning.
She should have kept her mouth shut and just kissed him.
She shouldn't have ruined everything.
She shouldn't have hidden her quirk.
She shouldn't have gotten kidnapped.
She shouldn't have gotten rescued.
She shouldn't be alive.
She hurt Bakugou. She could feel his betrayal and anger and sudden distrust.
She should call him.
She didn't know where her phone was, when was the last time she'd checked it? She didn't know.
She didn't know why she was like this. Why she was so pathetic. Why she couldn't get her ass up. To make matters worse she hadn't taken any medication she should have.
Kira just laid awake with her self hating thoughts. She had messed everything up again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
She always ruined everything.
Her quirk always ruined everything.
She wished she was quirkless. She didn't give damn if that meant she wouldn't be in UA anymore. She basically wasn't even in UA right now. Two unexcused absences might get her in big trouble, maybe even expelled with that punch on her record.
She didn't care if being quirkless meant she hadn't met Aizawa.
She didn't care if it meant she would have been prey to Midoriya's delusional manipulations.
She didn't care.
She just wanted this feeling to go away. For this fog of pure mental agony to leave her mind. She wanted all the pain to end.
She wanted whoever was at her door to go away.
"Hello? Kira!! Open this door now!" There were several knocks and Kira groaned.
Was the door even locked? She hadn't touched it in days. Bakugou was the last one to touch it. When he stormed out in anger.
"KIRA!!!" She blinked several times. Her tounge stuck to the roof of her mouth. Her lips dried and cracked. Her eyes red and puffy from crying on and off for two days.
God she was pathetic.
She hadn't realized just how unstable she was until now. She was a mess and didn't have anyone to clean her up.
The door opened.
"Where have you been Kira?!" Someone stepped in but everything was going a little fuzzy in Kira's mind.
She sensed anger.
Kris pulled herself up into a sitting position, her head spun. Why did she feel like this? So fragile.
"Explain yourself NOW Kira. Why have you been skipping school!?" All Might asked. "You don't know how mad I am at you right now."
"I think I do." Kira mumbled, scrambling to stand up. His voice was loud and angry, it kinda made her scared.
"I want you to tell me where you've been! And why you haven't answered any of my messages?? I pay for your phone so you can communicate with me! Not so you can ignore me." He said. "Is this parenting? I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Im both angry and worried about her. Maybe Aizawa is right, maybe I shouldn't have custody of her anymore."
"I-I was here... I'm I'm sorry." Kira said, coughing into her elbow. Was it just her? It was her heart barely beating?
"Here? Doing what?!"
"Just..." Kira stood up. "I don't..."
She shook her head and put her hand too it. "What is wrong with me?"
"I don't know. You know how lucky you are to be at UA? You obviously can't handle this kind of responsibility." All Might said, shaking his head. "I'm pulling you out."
"You can't..." Kira whispered. "You can't-"
She crumbled to the ground. Her eyes rolled back in her skull and she collapsed.
"KIRA!!" All Might cried out in concern. Jumping to catch her and hold her head above the ground. "Kira!" He said again, shaking her lightly. "Oh God."
He didn't know what was wrong, but she wasn't doing too good.
"Meow?" A cat poked it's head out from under the couch.
He stared at it for less than a second. "Erm... Stay here!" He said before scooping Kira up and rushing to the door. His hero instincts kicking in. His form built up and he jumped from the apartment, running to the nearest hospital.
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"She seems to be pretty healthy. There are no underlying issues." The nurse said to all Might with a smile. "She seemed to have passed out due to severe dehydration. She also hadn't eaten in awhile. We've hooked her up to an IV and are feeding her fluids right now. She's awake and perfectly stable. If you'd like to see her."
All Might stood up. "So she's not sick or anything?" He asked, tilting his head.
"No sir. We've run several tests and while we're still waiting on a little blood work we're sure it will come up clean. Really She seems fine. Just thirsty." The nurse had big brown eyes and white freckles. With two tiny antlers sticking out of her red hair.
"Why hasn't she been drinking then?" All Might asked, scratching her head.
"I don't know sir. It's possible that she lost her fluids because of severe vomiting or something. But like I said she isn't ill." She spoke with a slight Irish accent. "You'll have to ask her."
"Nancy I need you with this patient." A male nurse said, while passing behind the petite, plump nurse.
"Yes of course, sir if you or your niece need anything please be sure to press the button at her bedside. Go in whenever you're ready." She said with a kind smile before shuffling away.
All Might sighed and stood up. Walking to Kira's door. He slid it open and Kira was sitting up in her bed. With an IV attached to her arm. She was taking small bites of what looked like apple sauce.
All of his anger had completely faded and now he just felt guilty and worried. She hadn't come in due to some type of health problems? But the nurse said she wasn't actually ill. Why wasn't she hydrated.
"Hey." Kira said simply, watching him carefully. She had red bags around her eyes. From tears and rubbing and lack of sleep.
She looked skinnier than when he last saw her, but he wasn't sure it that was just a trick of the lights or a figment of his imagination.
"Kira." All Might said walking to her bed.
"I need you to tell me right now what's going on. I'm sorry I yelled at you, I shouldn't have handled it like that."
She looked at him and she could tell he was being completely genuine. Her bottom lips trembled and before she could still herself she let out a weak sob. "I don't know." She whispered.
"I just... Me and Bakugou got into this big fight and now he hates me." Kira whispered. "And I just couldn't get up afterwards, it was pathetic. I didn't want to go to school, no one would care if I went or not. Nothing was stopping me from just laying there." She sobbed, rubbing her raw eyes.
"So I just didn't."
"So you just... Starved yourself?" All Might asked in concern. "Were you trying to kill yourself Kira?"
"Over a boy?!"
She shook her head. "No! N-no I wasn't trying to die I was just... Not trying to live either." She whispered, covering her face.
"I just don't have anything. A-and the things I do have I mess up all the time. "I just don't know what I'm supposed to be doing anymore. Nothing Is right. I want things to be right again."
She sobbed like she had for the past few days.
"Hey it's alright." All Might said, he leaned forward and wrapped his arms around her. He hadn't hugged her in... Well maybe ever. Not like this at least. His strong arms wrapped around her tightly. Her head pressed into his shoulder.
"It's alright, I am here."
A/N: Oof. Anyways here's an alternate conversation her and All Might could have had:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnXNoCoX-ic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4gEFZ0TJ8o
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