Chapter 14
~Time skip to the day after the California shows/ at Florida~
Yn's pov:
I was scrolling through my social, watching some youtube vids then i saw the music video with Finn in it. I watched it and there was a part where Finn kissed Iris. I was mad and jealous at first but i know that it was just acting then i cool myself and got ready for band practice before the two last shows. When i walked in the pratice room every one was quiet. There was this akward silence then Wyatt eyed Cristine and Cristine said "Are you ok?" "Yeah i'm fine what do you mean?"- i said everyone is avoiding making eye contact with me. "So have you seen the video that Finn was in?"- Wyatt said. "Yeah that music video, i was jealous at first but now i'm cool."- i said. "No the video on Iris insta."- he said then showed me a video of Finn and Iris. They were kissing. "Iris are you filming this?"- Finn said. "Don't upload this."- he said again. The caption was "He's mine not yours." I was dying on the inside, i held back the tears and i pull a fake half-ass smile. "It's ok you guys, i'm ok, let's just practice for today show ok? We can't dissapoint our fans. Can't we?"- i said. "You sure you're ok? Yn."- Kayla said with her soft comforting voice. "Yeah i'm fine."- i said they could tell that i wasn't but they didn't want to push me so we practice then we got ready for the afternoon show.
User...: Can't believe you'll hurt @yourinstagram like that.
User...: Yeah well i like Firis better
User...: But that's not a reason for him to cheat on her like that. He could just break up with her but no he chose to cheat on her the worst thing a human could do in a relationship
....
There were a lot more. Most of them were protecting me and defending me. I started a live stream on insta cause i just wanted to spill out my thought and feeling. "Hello internet. It's me your girl Yn and i don't want any attention... no fuck it i'm sad i'm depressed of fucking course i want attention. I'm not gonna be that girl who make her self the victim, said she doesn't want attention then go on the internet crying about every things to eveyone. I'm just sad, depressed, disapointed (mood 24/7). I just can't believe like i just started liking some one and i already got drama. That feeling when someone cheated on you after they said they love you just so fucking great."- at this point i was crying, bawling my eyes out. The comment section was a lot of love and support. "I'm not saying that i'm the victim but i just don't know what did i do? Let me tell you what Finn did. Yall saw the live stream yall saw how happy i was when i was with him. I was so in love with him and after that live stream when we dicided to go public about us shit went down hill. The music video made me kinna jealous but it was just acting or so i thought. Then the video came up and i just couldn't handle it anymore. I'm asking you who's in the wrong? Me or him. A gf who love... loved her bf or a bf who kissed another girl who wasn't his gf. Not like some girls (natalia and jack drama i'm just saying) that i have proofs video proofs of the people who were involved."- i said. The comments said was full of "Finn's wrong." "What Finn did was unexceptable." "Iris is horrible for doing what she did." Just overall defending me and suddenly Finn join the live stream. When i saw that, i cried even harder sobbing. "If you love me, you won't hurt me. But you did so you had two mistake, cheating on me and lying to me that you love me. We're just kids in love. Dumb and juvenile. But wtf do i know about pain. I'm sorry guys but i just can't rn can't deal with this, can't tell myself that it's all right cause it's not and i hate that it isn't. Just remember that i love you all. Thank you for everything, and i just gonna take this quote from my amazing wonderful and beautiful mother Lana Del Rey "I only sing for you." I love you all alot thanks for the support again and goodbye."- i said kissed my hand and covered the camera lens and ended that live stream (shane dawson who?). Right after that, i got a call from Finn. I swallowed my tears and picked up the phone.
Y: what do you want finn?
F: i'm sorry just please let me explain
Y: what's there to explain. You're happy with her i might be sad now but you being happy is enough to make me happy finn. I might be petty and depressed and just want attention so much. But when i'm over you, i'm going to be so happy for you. I'm just scared that i can't i can't get over you Finn. Hope you're happy with her, Iris who is prettier, nicer and better then me. And i hope that you treat her better then how you treated me. I had something to confess too Finn. I should have said it that night but i was scared. Now that i'm not scared, i'm sad i'm just gonna say it. I had a huge crush on you since ST and once we were friends i tried to stop liking you by trying thing with Wyatt. But it didn't work out and i just love you more and more everyday.
F: i didn't know i'm sorry i love you to i wasn't lying about loving you. But please listen to you.
Y: What's there to explain? You love her more and that is understandable. Goodbye Finn hope you're happy
F: No yn pleas...
I hung up the phone cause i couldn't hear his words. I couldn't listen to his voice cause every words he said just made me love him even more. That night i didn't sleep. I stayed up crying listening to sad song.
Yn's pov:
I was scrolling through my social, watching some youtube vids then i saw the music video with Finn in it. I watched it and there was a part where Finn kissed Iris. I was mad and jealous at first but i know that it was just acting then i cool myself and got ready for band practice before the two last shows. When i walked in the pratice room every one was quiet. There was this akward silence then Wyatt eyed Cristine and Cristine said "Are you ok?" "Yeah i'm fine what do you mean?"- i said everyone is avoiding making eye contact with me. "So have you seen the video that Finn was in?"- Wyatt said. "Yeah that music video, i was jealous at first but now i'm cool."- i said. "No the video on Iris insta."- he said then showed me a video of Finn and Iris. They were kissing. "Iris are you filming this?"- Finn said. "Don't upload this."- he said again. The caption was "He's mine not yours." I was dying on the inside, i held back the tears and i pull a fake half-ass smile. "It's ok you guys, i'm ok, let's just practice for today show ok? We can't dissapoint our fans. Can't we?"- i said. "You sure you're ok? Yn."- Kayla said with her soft comforting voice. "Yeah i'm fine."- i said they could tell that i wasn't but they didn't want to push me so we practice then we got ready for the afternoon show.
User...: Can't believe you'll hurt @yourinstagram like that.
User...: Yeah well i like Firis better
User...: But that's not a reason for him to cheat on her like that. He could just break up with her but no he chose to cheat on her the worst thing a human could do in a relationship
....
There were a lot more. Most of them were protecting me and defending me. I started a live stream on insta cause i just wanted to spill out my thought and feeling. "Hello internet. It's me your girl Yn and i don't want any attention... no fuck it i'm sad i'm depressed of fucking course i want attention. I'm not gonna be that girl who make her self the victim, said she doesn't want attention then go on the internet crying about every things to eveyone. I'm just sad, depressed, disapointed (mood 24/7). I just can't believe like i just started liking some one and i already got drama. That feeling when someone cheated on you after they said they love you just so fucking great."- at this point i was crying, bawling my eyes out. The comment section was a lot of love and support. "I'm not saying that i'm the victim but i just don't know what did i do? Let me tell you what Finn did. Yall saw the live stream yall saw how happy i was when i was with him. I was so in love with him and after that live stream when we dicided to go public about us shit went down hill. The music video made me kinna jealous but it was just acting or so i thought. Then the video came up and i just couldn't handle it anymore. I'm asking you who's in the wrong? Me or him. A gf who love... loved her bf or a bf who kissed another girl who wasn't his gf. Not like some girls (natalia and jack drama i'm just saying) that i have proofs video proofs of the people who were involved."- i said. The comments said was full of "Finn's wrong." "What Finn did was unexceptable." "Iris is horrible for doing what she did." Just overall defending me and suddenly Finn join the live stream. When i saw that, i cried even harder sobbing. "If you love me, you won't hurt me. But you did so you had two mistake, cheating on me and lying to me that you love me. We're just kids in love. Dumb and juvenile. But wtf do i know about pain. I'm sorry guys but i just can't rn can't deal with this, can't tell myself that it's all right cause it's not and i hate that it isn't. Just remember that i love you all. Thank you for everything, and i just gonna take this quote from my amazing wonderful and beautiful mother Lana Del Rey "I only sing for you." I love you all alot thanks for the support again and goodbye."- i said kissed my hand and covered the camera lens and ended that live stream (shane dawson who?). Right after that, i got a call from Finn. I swallowed my tears and picked up the phone.
Y: what do you want finn?
F: i'm sorry just please let me explain
Y: what's there to explain. You're happy with her i might be sad now but you being happy is enough to make me happy finn. I might be petty and depressed and just want attention so much. But when i'm over you, i'm going to be so happy for you. I'm just scared that i can't i can't get over you Finn. Hope you're happy with her, Iris who is prettier, nicer and better then me. And i hope that you treat her better then how you treated me. I had something to confess too Finn. I should have said it that night but i was scared. Now that i'm not scared, i'm sad i'm just gonna say it. I had a huge crush on you since ST and once we were friends i tried to stop liking you by trying thing with Wyatt. But it didn't work out and i just love you more and more everyday.
F: i didn't know i'm sorry i love you to i wasn't lying about loving you. But please listen to you.
Y: What's there to explain? You love her more and that is understandable. Goodbye Finn hope you're happy
F: No yn pleas...
I hung up the phone cause i couldn't hear his words. I couldn't listen to his voice cause every words he said just made me love him even more. That night i didn't sleep. I stayed up crying listening to sad song.
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