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Sulli's

I gripped the sheet hard. My body twitched when her playful tongue delved deeper inside me for so many countless times. My right hand's on her hair, occasionally strangling it every time she hit my sensitive spot.

"S-september—" I tried to closed my legs due to the intense pleasure I'm feeling but she's just looking at me, observing me, like a predator. Indeed, she is.

She stopped, and smirked. "Not yet done."

"But—" I stopped when her firmed grip on my thighs tightened. "September..."

"Open your legs," She gently said. Gently...or seductively? Her voice sounded sultry and low.

I felt my cheeks turned hot. I am sure my face looks like a tomato right now. Nanlalambot ako sa tingin niya. Hindi naman ako ganito dati pero siya lang, siya lang bukod tanging nakapagpahina ng sistema ko.

Hindi ko alam kung paano siya tatanggihan. It feels good, yes, really good. Pero nahihiya pa rin ako. Paanong hindi, 'di ba?

Just told her that I love her, too.

Slowly, I let my guard down. I opened my legs. I want to roll my eyes when she grinned like a mad woman. She's loving my vulnerable state, I know.

"Uh—shit." Hindi pa 'ko ready pero ayan na naman siya.

I held her head while my other hand on the sheet, gripping it like it's my only lifeline. Her tongue assaulted my womanhood in a fast pace. My mouth opened, I closed my eyes. I'm close.

Really close.

"September!" I moaned her name. The pressure slowly builds up. And as each seconds that passed, it's becoming unbearable that I started to seek for a release.

My toes curled, my back arched, my breaths turned into a whim and deep gasps. The room filled with the sound of moans and the slurping sounds made by September's.

She thrust faster and faster despite of my caving walls choking her tongue.

I became uncontrollable. I twitched, and twitched, and twitched with her every ministrations. Then...I heaved a deep breath, my mouth hanged open, a long moan escaped my lips as I reached my climax. I called her name, over and over.

She slowly stopped. The high of my orgasm still taking over me. Unti-unting lumuwag ang pagkakahawak ko sa sheet.

Pakiramdam ko ay unti-unti akong tinatakasan ng lakas ko. That was mind-blowing. Sino ba namang hindi mapapagod? Ni hindi ko na nga mabilang kung ilang beses na namin itong ginawa ngayon.

She made me feel so good and aroused. She made me cum just by her tongue.

She's insatiable.

Inangat niya ang sarili at pumunta sa ibabaw ko. She licked her lower lip, and smiled. "You taste really good."

I didn't answer. Patuloy lang akong huminga, gasping for air.

She reached my lips and kisses me, down to my jawline, and to my ear. She bit my earlobe and groaned. "I still want you."

Nanghihinang tinulak ko ang balikat niya, pero wala namang nangyari. "I feel sore."

"I know." She kissed my neck.

"I can't feel my legs." I added.

"I love you."

Napaiwas ako ng tingin. Damn this woman, bakit kailangan niyang sabihin 'yon?

"Sulli, I love you."

"Okay."

She pouted at my answer. "Hindi man lang sumagot?"

Inirapan ko siya. Kailangan pa bang sumagot? Eh, nasabi na naman kanina na mahal ko rin siya. "I already said okay."

"Not enough." Sumimangot na siya. But still, she's still beyond beautiful.

"Problema mo na 'yon." Pabalang na sagot ko.

"Acting cold again." She pointed out.

"This is me." Babangon na sana ako pero pinigilan niya ako. Dinikit niya ang katawan sa'kin kaya mas ramdam ko ito. Napalunok ako. No, I'm too exhausted.

"Then maybe we should make love again until you tell me that—"

"I love you." I whispered and sighed. Blackmailing is really her cup of tea.

She giggled and kisses my cheeks. "I love you, too!"

I rolled my eyes. Pasalamat siya mahal ko talaga siya. Bakit pa kasi ako umamin, pakiramdam ko tuloy ay mas lalo pa siyang mangungulit. Hindi na ako magtataka kung mangyayari nga 'yon.

Babangon na sana ako para magbihis pero pinigilan niya ulit ako. I glared at her. "What?"

"Let's stay like this." Nakangiting sabi niya.

Napatingin ako sa katawan niya para lang mapaiwas ng tingin. Narinig ko naman ang mahinang pagtawa niya kaya kumunot na ang noo ko. "Stop laughing."

"I'm just happy." Sagot niya pabalik. "I'm happy that you love me back."

"You're too hyper." Nasabi ko na lang. I don't know how can I express  my feelings, na masaya rin ako. Kahit na biglaan ang lahat. Naguguluhan ako noong una pero ngayon, ito na.

Umabot na kami sa puntong nagkaaminan na kami ng nararamdaman namin.

Itinaas niya ang kumot hanggang sa balikat namin pagkatapos ay humiga na siya sa tabi ko. She snaked her arms on me and planted a kiss on my temple. "Sulli."

"Hm?"

"This is not a dream, right? You really love—aw!" Napaigtad siya nang kurutin ko ang tagiliran niya. I smirked.

"Ngayon alam mo nang hindi ka nananaginip."

"Ang sakit."

"Good for you."

"Sulli?"

"What?"

"Girlfriend na kita?"

"Nope."

"Ay."

Tingin niya sa sarili niya, sinusuwerte?

--

"I brought you flowers."

Nginitian ko siya ng matipid. "Thanks, Vanessa."

Ngunit bago ko pa makuha ang mga bulaklak ay inagaw na agad ito ni September at tinaasan ng kilay ang kaibigan ko.

Tiningnan ko siya ng masama pero mukhang wala siyang pakialam. "She doesn't need your flowers."

"So?"

"Get out."

Napailing na lang ako at bumalik sa table ko. Dahan-dahan lang kilos ko dahil masakit pa rin ang katawan ko. Ikaw ba naman ang pagurin ni—ugh, nevermind.

"Sulli!" Padabog na tawag sa'kin ni September. Walang ganang tinapunan ko siya ng tingin. Tinuro niya si Vanessa na nakatingin lang sa'kin. "Bakit kasi nandito 'yan?"

"Because I work here, duh." Vanessa answered sarcastically. "Ikaw, anong ginagawa mo rito?"

"Because Sulli's my girlfriend—"

"I'm not your girlfriend." Nag-pout siya sa sagot ko.

"Yet. You're not yet my girlfriend." She rephrased.

"Hindi pa pala, eh. May pag-asa pa 'ko." Biglang sabi ni Vanessa kaya tiningnan siya ni Sep ng masama.

"Wala na!" Sep retorted. "She already said that—"

"Imperial!" I glared at her.

Maaga yata akong tatanda dahil sa kanila. Mas nakaka-stress pa sila sa trabaho ko. Speaking of work, I still have tons to do. And I don't need any distractions.

"Get out." I ordered.

Nagkatinginan sila.

"Umalis ka na raw." Vanessa said.

"Ikaw ang umalis. Kung pwede, huwag ka na rin bumalik." September said in a menacing tone.

"I work here."

"I'm her girlfriend."

"You're not."

"Not yet."

"Exactly. So get out."

"No. Get out."

"You two. Get out." I said firmly. I glared at them. Nagkatinginan sila at sabay na lumabas.

Marunong naman palang makinig, eh. Nakakainit ng ulo. I can't see any reason why they should act childishly. I'm not a competition and I'm not a toy.

I know I'm in love with September, I also know I should not lead Vanessa to nothing. I still have things I need to consider. Things I need to fix. My sexuality isn't something that's easy to be tackled about. There is some issues I need to settle right.

My family. They need to know first. Siguro nga ay may galit pa rin ako sa kanila, lalo na kay Papa. Pero kailangan pa rin nilang malaman. Madudungisan ko na naman siguro ang pangalan nila.

First, I fell in love with my stepbrother. And now, I'm in love with a woman. A woman I really don't know. And I know, I love September more than I loved my brother in the past.

My life is such a walking conflict. Siguro kung ipinanganak lang ako sa isang simpleng pamilya, siguro ay hindi madami ang iniisip ko ngayon.

Siguro ang problema ko na lang ngayon ay kung paano mag-o-out sa magulang ko nang walang maiisip na baka maapektuhan ang pangalan ng pamilya namin. Siguro kung hindi kilala ang pamilya ko, siguro lahat ay madali na lang kahit na papaano. Pero hindi.

I can really feel it. Siguro mararamdaman ko na naman ang sakit na naramdaman ko noon. When I felt humiliated, rejected...noong unti-unting lumayo ang loob nila sa'kin.

I can clearly remember their disappointed looks, how disgusted they were nang malaman na may relasyon kami ng stepbrother ko.

I softly laughed. Sanay na naman ako. Natutunan ko nang huwag umasa sa kanila. Siguro naman ngayon ay mas handa na ako sa pwedeng mangyari.

There's one thing I know...

I will fight back.

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