Love Square (Chapter 12)
So i am goingto be fast here.
This story was called "Before you werea pussy now youare the hot playboy jerk. Falling in love with you. Moreover you are my brother.
yEp Big title so i decided to just pu as "Love Square!"
For the one who noticed i put some radom funny video on my chapters (someones) so if you have any suggestion just send i messege saing what video you want to see on a chapter kay?
(Note added: Ok i just add a video an i am so sorry twilight fans, i don't have nothing against it but i tought it was hilarioous! So whatch it and comment on what do you think about it!
Chapter 12
They days have been passing slower than normal. It's like the Earth is enjoying my pain and is putting me threw as long as possible.
Argh. Stupid Earth!
The Date for me to go back to England was supposed to be in three days, I was SUPPOSED to go with Alex back, but again Earth is against me!
Yeah, you got it right I am going on the boarding school with the stupid Luther. Can you guys believe he didn't even visited me since that day?
I sighed.
Right now I have more important things to take care.
"ALEX!" I have been looking for Alex for an hour now, he has been avoiding me all week. I just don't need more avoiding.
And him avoiding me makes me know that he knows what is coming up.
Sigh.
Hate my life.
"You're looking for Alex?" I turn around to find jean. She gives me a small smile.
I nod.
"He is on the lagoon"
"Thanks!"
I really didn't want to have this conversation, but one of us needed to start it.
And I think I will be the lucky one starting it.
Sigh.
I walked over the Lagoon. I looked around and spotted Alex. He was sit on the edge of the lagoon.
Daydreaming.
My heart hurt, but not as much I thought it would.
I walked over to him, he didn't seam to sense me. That's Weird. We always seemed to sense each other even if we aren't seeing each other it's like a magnet. Things defiantly changed for us. We just changed a lot in this last month. And I still didn't know if the change was for the better.
"Alex."
Alex jumped up with a surprised "yelp".
"Avril? Hi....Mmm I was going to .... Mmm... go out with ... your dad, bye!" He came closer and tried to peck me in the lips but I put my hand in his chest so he couldn't kiss me.
He raised a brow surprised, but his eyes were shinning with sadness.
He also knew this was to come.
I have been thinking to how to start this peculiar conversation so I decided I would be brief and direct.
"I want to breakup."
He looked away and put a hand threw his hair.
"I...I..."
I continued, I needed to say all before I just chicken out. "Alex, I love you, but we are just drafting apart more each day. I have an arranged marriage and I know and understand that you can't be happy about it, if it was me I would just kill that person who you would be arranged but I... I just don't think we can have the girlfriend-boyfriend relationship...err... can we still be... as we were...best friends? I mean I understand if you don't .., I just...."
"Shesh... you talk too much Avril." Alex smiled sadly at me. "I already knew this was an outcome, I have just been trying to avoid it... I love you too and yes we can still be friends...but could you leave me alone for a moment, please?"
He blinked his eyes rapidly but not before a little shiny tear escaped them.
He turned around so I could see his face.
My heart broke more.
I just hate myself, I am such a heartless bitch, always hurting the people who I love the most.
Sigh.
"Daniel...I am so sorry..." He cut me "Don't be, please, just go."
He sat down again.
I didn't know how to comfort him, so I took the cower way out, I leaved him there.
I walked to the kitchen; I felt tears building up behind my eyes.
We were together for two years now, it's a long time, I just can't believe we broke up like this.
Two months ago, if someone said that I would break up with Alex pr if any of this would happen I would literally laugh my ass off.
Sigh.
I walked to the kitchen with the intention of going to my room.
"Avril?" I look up. Daniel was standing there looking worriedly at me.
"Yeah?"
"Mom and Richard told me to... are you okay?"
I sighed and nodded "They told you what?"
He stared at me for more few seconds "They told me for you to meet them at the library."
"Now?"
"Yeah"
I sighed and starting to head to the library. After a few steps I noticed that Daniel was chasing me. I turn around and spat "Need anything?" Ok, I know I am being a rude bitch right now but I am just too filled up right now.
He was taken back and his eye showed a little hurt "Umm.. They said to me to come too..." I sighed
and walked to the library.
The library was still impressive to me. I didn't felt envious now, I just didn't have space to jealousy right now.
Dad and Jean were sited casually on the library. They stopped talking as soon we enter the room.
"Hey, What's up?" I asked. Direct.
"Hmmm... You two sit down, please." Dad asked.
I did as he said, I just didn't have the energy to argue. I looked at Daniel, he hadn't sat.
"Please Richard, mom just say what's going on"
Dad sighed.
"Well we have been thinking a lot about this lately.... And we don't want you alone in the boarding school... so we decided...."
"Dad! You're not suggestion that I get a body guard are you? I can take care of myself perfectly You know?"
He sighed. "Yes I know that, but I don't know if the Hamilton' son won't try anything on you so..."
"He would never hurt me!"
Jean, Dad and Daniel eyed me curiously because of my burst out. I put a hand on my mouth like I was tying to keep the word in, but they already were said.
Shit.
I didn't know why I said it I didn't know Luther that much, but it annoyed me how they were talking about him...
"Is something happening that you want to tell us Avril?" Jean asked
I sighed. "No. Sorry... what were you saying?"
They looked at me for a few seconds and then dropped the matter. I was grateful for that. I couldn't imagine me telling them that I had met Luther every night for a week and the last night we slept together.... That's just wrong.
Dad sighed " Well... anyway ... I was saying that...mmm..."
"Just say it already Richard, you are making me nervous!" Jean said.
Me and Daniel raised a brow.
"Well then... we decided that is better if... if Daniel goes to the boarding school with you" he told that so fast that I needed 3 seconds to understand what he said and more 5 seconds until the information sunk in.
Silence.
Silence.
Silence
"Okay, that's all?" Daniel said surprisingly calm.
I didn't know what to fell. I felt happy, for my brother being there relived, that I won't be alone sad for them not trusting me or Luther and scared, what if Daniel was the danger?
My father raised a brow at Daniel. "Uhm... Yeah?" That came out more as a question. "And you Avril, are you ok with this?"
All the eyes were on me so I just gave them a dumb anwser "Uhm...Yeah sure!"
"Uhm okay then.. you can leave now."
I went out of the library not even glancing at the other and went to my room.
As soon I was on my room I went to bed and cried myself to sleep even though it was three pm.
*****Three Day Later*****
Today was the day we were driving Alex to the airport.
I haven't talk much to him in this last three day we say our hellos' and "How are you doing" but that's all. He avoids being alone with me and it breaks my heart seeing all the pain he is in. The pain I was the cause off. The pain I did to him. It's all my fault.
Sigh.
We were driving to the local airport. Me, Dad, Jean and of course Alex.
Jean and Dad have their suspicions of what is going on between me and Alex.
The ride was silent and mostly awkward. Dad didn't know how to behave now, because in one side he liked Alex and even tough he understands why we broke up I am still his baby.
Well that what he told me yesterday anyways.
The ride took half an hour. When we got to the airport we parked, took Alex bags and went to the Check-in.
After all was fixed we went to get some lunch on a near restaurant.
We were all sited down looking at the menu when dad said "Shit! I forgot to buy... Jean can you go with me? It should just take 20 minutes or something..." he winked at me.
Very Smooth Dad! (Note my sarcasm!)
"Oh, Ok hun. Let's go then." They both leaved me and Alex alone in an awkward silence.
"Umm...Hi!" I slapped my forehead. Could I have said anything more stupid.
Alex chuckled. OMG! I made him chuckle! "Hey, How have you been..."
I laughed without humor and we fell again in a awkward silence.
"I am SO SORRY!" we both yell at each other.
We stare at each other for a minute before I ask. "Why are you sorry for? You haven't done anything wrong, It's all my fault I am just a messed up person with a screwed up life and..."
"Shhs" He got up of his sit and sit next to me and hugged me. I put my head close to his neck and breath his sent in.
He smelled heavenly. I missed him so much, they way we were before. Now we are what? I don't know. I can't call us friend because we are much more than that...
"I don't think you should get all the blame you know... I think our break up was for the best, as much I am hurt with this, I still think it's for the best... It hurts a lot thinking you are getting married to that Luther boy and I don't know him or how he will threat you but..if...if he hurts you, I will be always waiting for you, and always ready to take care of you...just don't forget that okay? I love you."
He kissed my forehead. His eyes were shining with unshed tears. My fight with my tears were long lost. I was sobbing now to his chest. "I love you too Alex, and I will miss you as hell!"
He laughed and hugged me tight to him. Like he could kept me there forever with him.
The waitress decided to appear in that moment and ask what we wanted. I went to sit on my previous chair and ordered a Coke and the first eatable thing I saw on the menu. After Alex ordered we fell in a conversation about nothing in particular.
"Hey! Missed us?" Dad and Jean come and sit with us. I couldn't take the notice that they didn't bought anything.
I grinned "Yes, a lot. So were is the thing you were going to buy?"
"Hum... errr... they didn't have it." He struggled
"Please all the passenger with the destination to Lisbon, on the flight F62-N78 please aboard."
The voice announced Alex flight.
"Mmm. That's me... I better get going..."
After Dad paid the bill we got up and went to the security thing.
Alex turned to us and coughed. "So ... mmm... I wanted to say I loved staying her and thank you Mrs. and Mr. Walter for the comfort and acceptance you gave me."
Dad and Jean grinned "We will miss you too, we wish you good luck with your life!"
Alex nodded "Thanks" He turned to me. "I really don't know what to say, in one hand I don't want to say goodbye to you because that will be admitting that we won't see each other again. So I won't say goodbye but inseat a "see you later""
I laughed. He was just so sweet.
I went to him and hugged him thigh. He hugged me as hard as I did.
I went on tip toes (he was taller than me) and kissed his forehead.
He smiled evilly and kissed me too. But he kissed me on the lips.
I push him and look at him. "What was that for?"
He laughed and wicked. "What? You thought I would be content with a kiss on the forehead?"
He didn't gave time for me too answer. He went to the security stuff. When he was done he looked back at us and waved good bye.
"LOVE YOU AVRIL!" he yelled I blushed as I rolled my eyes.
"LOVE YOU TO ALEX!"
He grinned and went to the boarding place.
I just stood the blushing like crazy. People were staring at me.
"Avril, it's time to go." I looked at my father and nodded.
We went to our car and dad drove us home.
In a week everything would change. I would be on the boarding school with Daniel and I would meet Luther again.
I just deeply wished that the boarding school experience would be normal.
Who I am kidding? My life is everything but normal!
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Sooo what you think?
You think ext chapter should be about Avril getting to the boarding school or more time on the house?
And yeasterday i had a dream about the outcome of this story and it's just Wow!
If next chapter is about Avril getting to the school there willl be a BIG suprise if not.... i really don't know what to write about ....
Mmm. I will posting more often 'cause i am on vacaction! Oh and i am SOO excited about monday there will be an mascarede (is that theright word) ball i will attend -- It willl be Fun. --- WHY I AM TELLING THIS ANNYWAYS?
Aliech
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