Lost
"In ten years, Lisa will be mine, Irene's!"
Now that I think about it, I was just like the hated second female lead in every novel. (Sorry, usually the second male lead is well liked but the second female lead is always asking to be hated). Like a trouble maker, I disrupted the love between a couple and got the bad ending that I deserved.
In the end, I got the ending of a villainess who hindered the main couple's happiness.
I also realized that the huge and magnificent poster of her that I had insisted on sticking on the wall were removed by her.
I've no idea where she had thrown them too. Heol, I've cherished them so much.
Nevermind, why am I still fussing about this now?
When she entered the bathroom, I could peep at her showering. I felt less despicable due to the three-meter radius boundary. Even though the glass was frosted, I could vaguely see her tall, beautiful, and well-built figure.
Even now, I still wished to look at her. Maybe I became her earthbound ghost because I'm too obsessed with her.
I thought that I could escape after I died.
I didn't learn from my mistake. My heart was still with her even after I died.
Still, it's not too bad. Because I'm dead, I wouldn't be able to ask her for anything. My lowly self wouldn't be able to force her high figure to satisfy myself.
A soul doesn't seem to need sleep.
Hence, whenever she sleeps, I would greedily look at her. Because I couldn't touch or hug her, I could only greedily watch her but even so, I felt satisfied.
I'm truly beyond cure.
It has already been ten years.
I should be content.
I still remember our innocent days. We ran together in the practice room and laughed together. We ambitiously said that we would be the national K-Pop group after winning the trainee days, that we would play music together forever.
Her saying was, "Lisa was the best dancer and Irene was the best rapper."
I still remember her young face brightly shining against the setting sun as she turned her head around.
"With Irene besides me, I felt assured." That's what she said.
Because of this sentence, I relentlessly practiced without her knowing, even when I was full of injuries.
At that time, she treated me as her best friend. Wearing the coat of '베프 BF', I enjoyed her warmth. At that time, nothing happened and nothing changed.
That period of time was my most precious memory.
Unknowingly, the sky had already brightened. I was startled by the piercing ring of the alarm clock. When we were together, the alarm clock was never used because I liked to personally wake her up.
It was because I especially liked to see the dazed Lisa when she just woke up.
It was the only time she wouldn't look at me so coldly.
In moments where she was dazed, she wouldn't be angry with me.
She woke up and casually washed up. After changing her clothes, she went out.
She didn't eat breakfast.
She was born with a weak stomach. In the past, I would prepare a glass of warm milk for her every morning. Even though she was always annoyed, she would still drink a little. But now... I couldn't do anything at all.
To be honest, it was already unrelated to me.
I was brought into the car by her. Seeing her expressionless face, I started laughing at myself. I'm already dead. Why am I still worried about her? She didn't even care about my concerns when I was alive. I suddenly felt that I was very pathetic.
Therefore, I didn't look at her. Turning my head away, I looked outside the car window. The dark glass reflected the side view of her face and didn't have my reflection.
Damn it.
I could see my own hands and legs when I stood. However, I couldn't see myself at all in the reflective items.
I couldn't touch anything. It was either me who went through them or them that went through me.
I could speak but no one could hear me.
I'm basically abandoned by the world.
Forget it.
Reaching the studio, I got off the car along with her. I couldn't help but feel perturbed as I entered the building with her. I had actually came here before. This entire building and company was once mine, you'll find it later. I came to the studio to watch her both openly and secretly numerous times. However, I had always watched from afar.
Yet now, I could stand so closely to her and admire this celebrity's magnificent figure.
Lisa was naturally handsome and attractive. Her perfect body and exquisite skin wasn't something that could be forced out using makeup and costumes. Nevertheless, she was still dragged into putting on a thick layer of makeup and a custom-made costume. After all preparations were complete, my sexy god glamorously appeared. She was gorgeous and brilliant.
The cameras moved in various angles and Lisa compliantly posed in various styles, be it mature or sexy. I saw all the workers beside me staring straight at her, unable to look away. Some of them didn't even realized that they had dropped the item they were holding in their hands.
I had often hid myself in a dark corner and watched this sight. My heart would feel both sweet and sour.
Sweet – Because this person that everyone was looking at was mine.
Sour – Because lots and lots of people were looking at her and admiring her. Yet, her eyes were cold like ice with no one in her sight.
She rarely smiled and took all her photos with a cold expression.
Yet, many people loved her cold demeanor.
The only time she showed any trace of affection was when she took photos with that someone.
Perhaps, she might have smiled when the two of them were alone.
A long, long time ago, she was always smiling without worry.
It's all my fault.
"Ms. Manoban..."
Hee Jun, the photographer suddenly stopped and spoke.
Lisa didn't move. Using her eyes, she signaled the person to continue speaking.
Sure enough, she's a big shot.
"Um... Could you please remove your earrings for a moment..."
I observed her. Indeed, the cross earring looked a little mismatching with the top quality Celine suit she was wearing.
If I was still alive, I would definitely laugh at Mr. Babin who was reputed as a chief designer the next time I see him. I would say, Mr. Babin, the earring you personally designed, which is one of a kind, did not match with the suit designed by Hedi."
Lisa gave the photographer a glance. The photographer was visibly uneasy. The people by the side were also sweating due to nervousness.
Of course they were. Lisa has officially debuted for seven years and achieved tremendous success. She had numerous changes in style. The only thing that never changed was the silver cross earring on her left ear.
Many hosts in variety shows tried all that they could to sweet talk her, just to know the origin and story behind the earring.
Speaking about the earring, it was one of the few things I'm proud of in my life.
It was actually a gift to her from me during her sixteenth birthday.
It was probably the only decent looking one amongst all the gifts I gave her. After all, I specially looked for the world famous chief fashion designer, Jean Christophe Babin, to custom-make this earring for her. Therefore, even the picky her still liked it after so long.
I was the one who forced her to never remove it. I forced her to wear it for almost ten years.
Now, it was no longer necessary to wear it.
Indeed, she removed the earring and randomly tossed it to one side onto the floor, just like how she was able to throw away all my efforts.
I'm already used to it. This day would come sooner or later. Although I saw it happening, it doesn't count since I'm already dead.
Naturally, some small fry would quickly pick it up for her.
However, the person who picked it up had a pair of fair legs and a perfect figure. When she stood back up, it was as if everything was in slow motion. She had black silky hair, a feline cat and her exquisite facial features carried a helpless gummy smile.
Jennie Kim.
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